LOVE YOURSELF: SECOND CHANCE FOR LOVE

CHAPTER THIRTY EIGHT

- is ok baby, let's go for a walk, let me change into something more comfortable first which you should do too.
- I will I'll be right back, wait you can change in my room too.
- no because we won't get out of here, I know you mister.
She said pushing him to the room.
- why so violent all of the sudden darling?
He said kissing her forehead while his hands dragged the zipper of her dress down.
- see this is exactly what I'm talking about, as much as I love you this is not happening right now, later when we come back ok?
She said walking away from him, he chuckled to himself walking into his closet to change his clothes.
They left the house walking to Han River.
- the weather is so nice baby.
Namjoon spoke out loud bringing her closer.
- I know baby is beautiful today.
They walked all over enjoying each other's company and the amazing breeze that could be felt by the river.

- The view from here is amazing Joon.
- I know baby is amazing I'm happy that I can enjoy it with you.
- I feel the same way.
- Haneul?
A male's voice was heard from behind them.
They both turned to find the owner of the voice.

- Lee Hoseok?
Her facial expression changed immediately, making her body tense up which Namjoon notices immediately.
- how are you?
- what do you want?
- you found already a replacement for me I see.
- I don't think that's any of your business brother.
Namjoon's deep voice broke the tense atmosphere.
- I'm sorry but, was I talking to you?
- yah, how dare you talk to him like that?, he is with me therefore you are talking to both of us.
- woah I just want to talk, no need to get all rowdy.
- obviously she doesn't want to talk to you buster so, how about you keep walking?
Namjoon's was ready to pounce on him but she was holding onto him with a tight grip.
- let go baby.
Namjoon's growled in her ear.
- I sure will not let you go, please Hoseok leave.
- fine I will leave, but remember we have a pending conversation.
- I don't want to talk to you ever again Hoseok so forget it.
- I won't we have unfinished business Haneul.
- stop, she said no, don't you understand?
Namjoon's voice cause both of them to jump.
- do not come close to her or I'll handle it myself, are we clear?
- let's go.
He said grabbing her hand as he began to walk.
- Namjoon please stop!!
She said pulling her hand out of his grasp.
- why are you dragging me like this like is my fault?
- I'm sorry, I just want to get away from him before I lose my cool.
He said raising his voice.
- me too but you don't have to manhandle me like this, I didn't do anything wrong is not like I called him here.
- those words came out of your mouth not mine.
- let's go please.
She begged him, he nodded as he resumed his walk, it was almost impossible for her to keep up with him, he had longer legs of course.
- Joon, please wait for me.
He did not respond, when they finally made it the house he opened the door and didn't care that she was a few steps behind him he just let the door go, which it almost closed on her, she ran to make it to the door.
She walked behind him all the way to the room.
- what is wrong with you?!!
She pulled him to face her.
- nothing, what are you talking about?
- why are you acting like this towards me, what the hell did I do to you?
- nothing you are only imagining things.
- you know what fine be like this, stay like this, I'm leaving do not call me ever.
- what?!
- you heard me, I refused to go through this again Namjoon even if I feel the way I feel, I had enough with Hoseok's bull crap, so I'm not taking yours.
She said grabbing her things and slamming the door behind her.
Namjoon dropped to his knees, what did just happen?, he couldn't make himself run after her, but it hurt him watching her walk out the door.
Haneul got in her car but she couldn't see because tears had taken over, she broke down in her car as the rain began to pour.
- why am I so unlucky with men, what did I do to him, why his attitude change like that towards me?
She placed her hands over her face as she cried her heart out, Namjoon stayed on his knees until he heard thunder then the pouring rain, he stood up running out the door, she was still parked in the same spot with her face buried in her hands, he had made her cry, what happened to him, the jealousy got the best of him, he made a woman cry, his girl, it was the first time that he had done anything like it, he always was really careful towards women feelings, what kind of man he had become?
He ran towards her standing besides the driver door, the pouring rain falling on him.
His heart sunk low watching her sob.
He knocked the window, the knock startled her.
- Namjoonah, what the heck are you doing out here like this is pouring?!
- come inside please, the weather is really bad you shouldn't drive like this.
- don't worry about me I'll be fine.
He opened the door grabbing her arm, he pulled her out throwing her over his shoulder running inside the building.
- Namjoonah, let me go!!
She yelled as she hit his back with her fists.
- I'm not letting you go stop.
He walked back inside the house, straight to the room.
- what is wrong with you, why did you bring me back here?
- because, I'm not going to let you go in this weather, plus I feel terrible for the way I acted I'm sorry darling.
He said bringing her closer to him.
- I got scared and jealous when I saw your ex, I got scared of losing you love, I don't know what or why, but please forgive me.
He cried like a child while holding her.
- idiot, don't you know that I love you.
He lifted his head immediately to look at her.
- you love me?
- yes you idiot, I don't care for my ex at all, he broke my heart, he cheated on me, I broke up with him so what makes you think I'll take him back.
She hugged him by the waist, tightly feeling the same fear of losing him.
- I don't want to lose anyone else in my life, I want you here with me, with us.
He said lifting her face to kiss her lips.
- we need to get change out this soaked Namjoon.
- ok wait for a bit.
He walked to the closet coming back with two towels, wearing a towel around his waist.
- take your clothes off darling.
She did as he asked, he wrapped a towel around her body taking all the wet clothes and throwing them in the drier.
When he came back, he grabbed one of the towels walking behind her, she followed him with her eyes.
- what are you doing Namjoon?
- just turn around beautiful.
She looked in his pleading eyes, then turned.
He began to dry her hair, he was gentle and caring, she felt like she would turn into a puddle with his actions, she couldn't believe that he had gotten so jealous of Hoseok, but deep inside this turned her on, he looked way hotter when he got mad.
She felt his hands moving the hair around as he dried it with the towel.
- I could have done that you know?
- I know but I wanted to do it, is that wrong?
- no of course not, I appreciate it.
After getting dressed they sat on the bed, they talk for a while but Haneul noticed that Namjoon got quiet.