LOVE YOURSELF: SECOND CHANCE FOR LOVE

CHAPTER TWENTY TWO

He worked in his studio at home for a while, when he looked at the time realizing that he worked longer than intended.
He began to cook, hopping that it would taste good, it was one thing cooking for his 5 year old girl than a grown woman.
After mostly everything was ready he left the jjigae (stew) simmering, the wine chilling, so he ran to his room to take a shower.
Haneul made it to Namjoon's place, she walked in the building, stopping by the security guard, she told him where she was going, whom she was coming to see, so he escorted her to the elevator.
Namjoon came out of the shower, when the heard the door.
- what?!, that can't be her already.
He walked to the security monitor.
- damn, it is you.
He pressed the button.
- Haneul, give me two seconds to open the door.
He said running to the room, put his bathrobe on, dried his hair with the towel throwing it to the side to go open the door.
He opened the door, hair damp, wearing only the robe, her eyes almost popped their sockets.
- I'm so sorry Haneul, please come on in.
- is obvious that you are not ready for visitors Namjoon, why did you open the door then?
- is ok, please come in, have a seat while I get ready I'll be right back, would you like something to drink while you wait?
- no is ok Namjoon, I'll be fine.
She said as she walked through the living room.

He walked off again leaving her in the living room about to pass out.
- what is wrong with him, does he think I'm made out of stone?, coming here only wearing a damn bath robe.
Namjoon dried his hair quickly, he walked in his closet to find an outfit.
Haneul sat on a stool, she looked around.
- wow he has a great place, you con tell he has money.
Namjoon put his lasts touch at his look before going out.

- I'm sorry for making you wait Haneul, I didn't realize I took so long in the kitchen.
- is ok Namjoon.
She looked at him up and down, was this man sexy, handsome, she felt like her self control was about to fail on her.
- come on in the kitchen, you can keep me company while I put the finishing touches to our dinner.
- ok.
They walked to the kitchen.
- have a seat please
She sat across from him.
- would you like some wine?
- what kind Namjoon?
- moscato.
- yes please.
He walked to the fridge taking a bottle out.
- I can pour it while you cook.
She offered.
- ok.
He placed the bottle in front of her, then went to find the corkscrew.
- here you go madame.
He said flashing her a smile.
- so what's for eats Namjoon?
- Kimchin stew, stir fried tofu, samgyeonsal (pork belly), I hope you is of your liking Haneul, I wasn't sure of what to make, ah I'll also make some gyeran mari ( Korean egg roll).
- that sounds delicious Namjoon, do not worry I'm not picky.
She said as she poured the wine for them.
- great, I love to women that enjoy their food.
He said while cooking the gyeran mari.
She felt like her cheeks were about to explode.
He turned to notice the redness taking over her face.
- are you ok?
He brought her back to reality where she realized that his face was just a few centimeters a away from hers.
- yes, I'm fine Namjoon, here you go.
She said pushing the glass towards him.
- thanks.
He winked at her bringing the glass to his lips to have a sip of wine.
- mhmm, delicious I hope you like it.
She stared at his lips wondering the things that they could do, kiss, suck, the heat traveled through her body.
- I will, I love wine.
- I'm glad I'm a beer kinda of guy, so honestly I don't know much about wine, Jiminah suggest this one.
- well Jiminah has good taste, please remember to thank him for me.
- I will.
He was almost done with the food, she was just staring at him, broad shoulders, back, long legs, this man his legs for days, thick thighs, long arms, could he hold her in those arms, could he kiss her with those lips, can she ride his face, make him groan as she rock her hips back and forth holding onto his hair tight.
His hands gripping onto her thighs guiding her movements while his tongue dragged along her heat lazily.
He turned around when he felt her gaze burning his back.
- is ready.
He said staring at her now.
- can't wait.
She smiled at him, as he walked to the table placing the food in front of her.
- Namjoon it looks so delicious.
- go ahead eat please.
He grabbed the rest of the food, then joined her at the table.
They ate the delicious food that Namjoon cooked, right after he cleaned the dishes and the kitchen, they moved back to the living room.
- Namjoon you and little y/n have a beautiful place I love it.
- thanks, her late mother found this place for us when she was alive.
- she had great taste.
- yes she did.
- well she picked you as a partner, so that shows even more great judgment.
- I believe it was the other way round, I was the lucky one.
- Namjoon, you should give yourself more credit than you do, you are handsome, incredibly smart, great father, so why do you talk about yourself like that?
- I don't think I deserved her, but I still was lucky enough to have her.
- she was lucky to have you too Namjoon, any girl will be lucky to have you in their life I have seen how you treat your little princess.
- is my job, is a promise I made at her dead bed, I intend to keep it until my dying day.
- I know you will Namjoon, there is no doubt in my mind about that.
- so Haneul, if I remember correctly the last time we talked, we both agreed that this time you were going to be on the spotlight.
- I remember, what do you want to know?
- what happened to you to be so defensive towards men?
- well, Jackson had a friend Lee Hoseok, he introduced us, we all became friends we hung out a lot, me and Hoseok grew closer then one day we began to date.
Few years after I found out that he is the kind of man that thinks that men should be allowed to have more than one woman at the time.
- wow, never heard of that one before.
- well after those three years he cheated on me.
- bastard.
Namjoon mumbled.
- I forgave him so we went on like nothing happened but then he did it again, and that was it, I couldn't do it anymore, so I left him, after that I promise myself that I wouldn't allow another man to play with my emotions, with my heart.
- I'm so sorry that you have to go through this Haneul, I would never be able to understand why fellow members of my gender can do this kind of things to women, if you are not happy in the relationship just talk to her or him and go your separate ways.