LOVE YOURSELF: SECOND CHANCE FOR LOVE

CHAPTER THIRTY FIVE

They walked to the room, the others following.
- papa!!
She said jumping in his arms.
- babygirl!!
He said mimicking her voice.
- come on is time for bed, did you brush your teeth young lady?
- yes papa, I did.
- good girl, which bed are you sleeping on?
- that one I'm sleeping with Bomin.
- well that one it is let's get it.
He laid her on the bed.
- good night baby, tomorrow is your big day, huh?
- yes, I'll be a big girl papa.
He smiled lifting his head towards Haneul whom was smiling at them.
- well big girls need sleep too so good night.
He said kissing her forehead.
- Haneul.
She said lifting her arms towards her.
Namjoon moved giving her room to sit.
- I can't wait for tomorrow, to see you turning into an even more beautiful big girl.
Haneul said pushing her hair back.
- I'm happy you like papa.
She said opening her arms for a hug.
- I'm glad she likes me too baby girl.
He said with dimples on display.
- well I'm glad he likes me too, and you.
Haneul said bopping her nose with a finger, pulling her closer for a hug.
- I love you Haneul, can you be my mom now?
Namjoon's face reddened at her words.
- baby girl, I'm so sorry Haneul.
- why are you sorry for?, I will gladly if you let me.
Haneul teared up, Namjoon's heart swell up with love for the two women in his life he couldn't ask for more, he has everything that he needed in his life, great career and the best family that he could ever ask for.
- good night baby.
Haneul kissed her forehead.
- can I call you momma?
- yes you can call me momma, if that's ok with papa?
She said looking at Namjoon.
- baby girl, if you want to call her momma that's your decision, so I won't stop you.
- yes papa, I want to call her momma.
- well, I'm happy then.
- yay I finally got an momma.
- wait don't forget about momma, she might not be here physically but she still in your heart so don't forget about her please.
Haneul said squeezing her hand.
- I won't momma.
- well is time for bed.
Namjoon said as he began to walk away.
- good night kiddos.
He said to the rest of the kids.
- good night Namjoon!!!
They all said at unison.
The adults walked out to the living room.
Every couple went different ways, Namjoon and Haneul went back to the patio.
- Namjoon, I don't want to impose.
- what are you talking about love?
- by little y/n calling me momma.
- baby, if she wants to call you momma, she can, who am I to stop her? she haven't had the motherly love even though my mother does what she can to fill the empty spot but she wants an momma so bad, I think she finally found one in you, which makes me happy, but I hope that not in a very far future, we can have a kid of our own.
He said pulling her towards him, she crash against his chest.
- woah, are you talking about kids too, first marriage and now kids?, you are going to fast mister.
- mister, I'm going to show you what this mister can do.
He said grabbing her hand placing it over his crotch.
- Namjoon, we are not alone at your apartment, there is a lot of people around.
- grown adults, who I'm pretty sure are doing the same thing with exception of Hoseokah and Taehyungah, but they went to bed already so I'm not worry about them in the slightest love.

His voice was huskier than usual, it was coated with arousal, his hand kept pressing her against his growing bulge.
- I have been thinking about this since that weekend we spent together at my place.
He growled in her ear, his hand traveled slowly until it landed in her breast, rubbing her dormant nipple, which awakened under his touch immediately, she closed her eyes letting her head fall back.
- Namjoon.
- look at me, I want to see you fall apart in my hands love.
His voice was now a mere deep whisper.
She opened her eyes to find his, filled with lust, passion and raw desire, this is what Namjoon has been waiting for all along, raw pleasure, lust, being able to get rough while making love to the woman of his dreams, man handling her until she burst into tears of pleasure, giving her his all, every single once of raw passion growing within his body.
- I love the way you tremble in my hands, the way you ask for more without a single word escaping out of your lips.
His hand let go of hers, she kept caressing his bulge through his pants.
- yes just like that, I know you are a very naughty girl, let her come out, I know she is in there somewhere, what would you like me to do for you sexy girl?
- touch me please.
She whimpered.
- where do you want me to touch you?, use your big girl voice, show me where do you want me to touch you.
She wrapped her fingers around his wrist dragging his hand along her inner thigh, she lifted her dress allowing his hand to go under it.
- right here baby, touch me right here, where I need you the most.
She placed his hand over her warm pussy, his index finger tapped over the stickiness growing on her under wear, his other hand went under her dress as well to find the roundness of her cheeks, groping her ass hard yet carefully.
- do you like this gorgeous?
- yes baby, I love the way you touch me
She let go of his bulge to grab his face kissing him desperately, she wanted to make all the barriers stopping them to feel each other properly disappear but they would have to make the best out of the situation.
Her teeth nibble his bottom one while his hands stay busy, he lowered her underwear some exposing her to him.
- oh my, what a pretty pussy you have here, is it mine, are you this wet for me?
- yes is yours handsome, is all for you.
- damn girl, you make my knees weak.
He said spreading her lips, collecting the arousal building up inside, he pulled his hand back bringing his finger to his mouth.
- mhmm, delicious baby.
His hand found the hem of her skirt lifting it up giving him a better view.
- come gorgeous touch me, I want to feel good too.
He commanded almost.
Her hands got busy with his belt buckle dipping her hand all the way to his hardened dick.
- come on wrap those pretty hands around me.
He said while pushing one finger through her spasming hole, she contracted her walls around it immediately.
- woah, you are already squeezing me like this, I have barely touched you baby.
He said biting her earlobe.
- more, please Joon more.
- as you wish my queen.
She pulled his length out smearing his precum around the tip.
- fuck.
He groaned at her touch, his body tensed up at the same time that he was begging that no one walked outside, even though they were hidden to anyone's view, someone could be looking for them still.
- do you want more love?
- yes more Joon, more.
She was trying not to be too loud, for two reasons, one the people in the house and second the neighbors.
- for my queen anything she needs I'll comply happily.
Namjoon knew it he was in it for the long run, he was a sucker for the women he loved first, y/n who taught him many things the years that they spent together, now Haneul like her name she was sent from above by y/n so he wouldn't be alone, there was no other explanation, she wanted him to be happy, he finally let it sink in, he did all in his human power to make her happy, he even gave her something that she thought it wouldn't happen, a child, she died happy because Namu kept his promise to make her happy, he was her best friend, lover and the father of her child.