LOVE YOURSELF: SECOND CHANCE FOR LOVE

CHAPTER TWENTY SEVEN

He heard the doorbell, daydream was over time to become papa again, he walked to the door.
- papa!!
- my princess, did you have fun with grandma and grandpa.
He said wrapping his arms around her.
- yes papa, lots of fun.
- I'm glad to hear that, take your things to your room, unpack them I'll come to help you in a few let me say hello to grandpa.
- ok papa.
She ran to her room.
- dad, how are you doing?
Namjoon said giving his father a hug.
- I'm great son, how about you?
- good, mom didn't come with you?
- no she has a house to show back home.
- aish this lady can't even enjoy the weekend.
- is someone that asked for a special favor she usually doesn't but she has being trying to sell this house badly so she went ahead and did it today.
- ah well if that's the case, come on in.
- I can't this time son I have to get back because I have to pick her up in an hour.
- ah, well I'll see you next time then dad.
- ah, your momma said since she had to work today, she will be taking little y/n again soon, probably for Chuseok.
- ah, well I don't know what I'll have going on around that time dad, but she can pick her up anytime she wants, she doesn't have to ask me that, I have told her that before.
- I know but she still going to ask son, you know this, ah another thing she told me to ask you if you have find someone yet, a friend or something like that?
- papa really, you two are always asking me that.
- well is only because we don't want you to be that lonely, your only company is that darn laptop and your work.
- well not this weekend, I did have company, but I'll tell you later, we just met therefore I'm just testing the waters.
- aigoo son, about time, your mom is going to be so happy.
- no please dad don't tell her yet, I want to make sure that this is going somewhere before I'll let you, let the guys meet her, specially the little one, since is her teacher.
- woah son, her teacher really?
- well we met before I knew she was little y/n's teacher.
- it doesn't matter son, I'm really happy for you, we will talk soon ok.
He said giving Namjoon another hug before he went out the door.
- see you soon dad, drive safely back home.
- I will no worries, as you know please always take care of my baby.
- you know I will no worries.
He waved closing the door.
- y/n.
He called as he walked in her room.
- I missed you papa.
She said hugging him again, he reached under her arms lifting her in his arms.
- papa missed you like crazy too baby girl.
He said squeezing her in his arms.
- papa, what did you do while I was gone?, please don't tell me work.
- actually I didn't work at all this weekend, I just stayed home, went out with a friend, that's all.
- a friend, one of my uncles?
- no another friend, Jackson's friend.
- cool papa, I'm glad you had fun.
- since when have you become the parent?
He said tickling her.
- stop papa.
She said between giggles.
He stopped looking at her in the eyes.
- how did I become so lucky to have you as my daughter?
He said kissing her forehead.
- papa I'm lucky to have you as my papa, you are the best, I love you so much, I can't imagine my life without you, I wouldn't change you for anyone in the world.
- not even Jungkook?
- no papa, I already told you not even for him, I love Kookie, but I love you as my papa.
He teared up.
- papa, please don't cry.
She said drying his tears.
- I'm just happy to have you beautiful, I promise you I'm gonna take care of you until my dying day.
- papa, I love you.
- I love you more.
He held her, he held her close to his heart.
After a while the came back out of the room.
- did you eat?
- I did papa, grandpa bought food for us before we came home.
- ok, do you want to watch a movie then?
- that's fine papa.
- what do you want to watch?
- moana please papa!
- moana it is baby girl, here find it, you are a big girl you know what to do,right?
- of course papa.
She played the movie.
- do you want banana milk?
- yes papa, please.
- ok I'll be right back.
He went to the kitchen to grab the milk for her, he look at the counter, images of Haneul laid in the counter naked, legs spread for him, his face buried in between her legs, made his body shudder.
- ughh, this women casted a spell on me, I can't get enough of her.
He grabbed the milk a can of beer for him.
- here you go baby girl, here is your straw.
- I will enjoy the food dad thanks.
- your welcome sweetheart.
He sat on the couch, she sat besides him to watch the movie.
He brought his phone out, tried to do some work but his mind wasn't into it.
- I have to focus damn it.
He scolded himself.
- papa, are you ok?
- yes baby girl, I'm fine just watch your movie, I have some work I need to catch up on but I just can get my head to focus.
- is ok papa, you will get it, you can do it.
He smiled at her before getting back to work.
His phone lit up as a notification was making its way in, it was a text from Haneul.

* hey baby, how are you and my little one doing?•
He smiled reading the text.
* we are good, she has me here watching moana, lol.
She smiled, found the face so endearing, him watching moana with his daughter.
* that's the sweetest thing I have ever read*
He chuckled once more.
* well if that's what she wants to do that's what we will do.
* that makes you even hotter than before, a father that does anything to make his daughter happy is hot as heck.
* do you really think so darling?*
* - I really do, I hope that later you can do anything to make me happy, make me satisfied.
* of course, didn't I do that all throughout the weekend?*
* yes you did baby, met expectations and then some.*
* glad to hear that darling, it would make me really upset if I leave you unsatisfied.*
* I don't have any doubts of what you are capable to do baby.*
* well darling I'll see you when I drop the little one tomorrow.*
* I looked forward to see you handsome*
He smiled to himself, that's all he need it to get to focus on work.
He looked at the time.
- come on little one is time for bed, there is school tomorrow.
- ok papa, I can finish it tomorrow right?
- of course after school you can finish it.
He tucked her in bed, then went to his room to wash up, there were memories of their heavy sex making all over the room, his bed, the bathtub, the kitchen, all he could see it was her naked body trembling under his hands, lips, him being inside her, thrusting in and out looking for both of their releases, pleasure and satisfaction.
He laid on his bed, he could still feel the warmth of her body on his bed.
- I want her body next to mine once again, I can still feel her all over my skin, her lips on mine, her hands all over my body, ughh how am I supposed to survive like this?, until I see her like this again, I have to do something or I'm gonna go crazy.
He worked for a few more hours however he could, thanks to the dirty thoughts clouding his mind, he came up with a sexy song for her, he never even came up with a song for y/n when she was alive.