Chapter 9- Ocean Eyes

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The only thing on my mind was escaping. Escaping from that nightmare. I was so stupid when I told him what happened with my parents. I decided to take a cab and come back home. When I entered my bedroom I decided to seat on my bed. I just cried. I cried not for him but for how stupid I was to trust him. After a few minutes I decided to take a shower. I need to not think of him.
27 minutes later
I'm finally done. Should I call my friends? No, maybe later. I'm going to get dressed and then I'm going to the lake.
15 minutes later
I'm finally here, I don't want to think about him. I just need time to think about my life, what I actually want. What I'm supposed to do. A million thoughts were on my mind. I just closed my eyes, the wind passed through my hair and cold face. I miss my parents. I miss them so much. I'm trying to focus on myself. From today I'm just going to care about myself. I'm not going to tell anyone else about my past and what happened. I'm not going to fall in those ocean eyes ever again.I'm not going to let him control me ever again.

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