My Star

Chapter 26- Forgiveness

I felt like I lost myself in his arms but he wasn't there. I lost him.
I couldn't go to school if he wasn't there, I decided to call a cab and go home. In the ride home, i cried my tears out, I cried my past out, I cried him out.
When I came back home I felt like I needed to smoke, when I smoke I remember him, I remember him wrapping his arms around me, I remember the reason of why I'm alive.

The hours passed and I just felt lost, smoking a cigarette, watching the cars stepping by and then leave, i watched the sun leaving his place for the moon and in that moment the weather changed from sunny to rainy. Perfect, I hate the rain, it makes me feel alone, since my parents died I hated it and now I hate it more than ever. I miss Mike, should I call the Mean Girls? Maybe they know where he is. I decided to call them and they all told me the same answer "Go ask Luke or Ian!". I called both of them and they told me that he was smoking in his porch. I was so relieved and I just ran outside as fast as I could until I arrived in front of his place.
"What do u want Faith and why are u here it's literally raining." Mike said.
"Mike I'm so sorry, I didn't kiss Anthony. He kissed me and even the Mean Girls know that." I said.
"U're just losing your time." Mike said.
"Mike i love u, i never loved Anthony." I said.
"Everyone always say that." Mike said.
"Trust me Mike." I said.
"Fine, say whatever u want." Mike said.
"Finally, listen Mike I never loved a boy like I love u, u're different from every boy in school and I will give my life away just to be with u." I said.
He got out of his porch and he put his cigarette in the trash. I followed him until he started crying.
"Faith, I can't take it anymore." Mike said.
"Mike we're going to make it, together." I said.
"With a girl like u?" Mike said.
In that moment he left and when he was about to open his front door, I screamed his name and he stayed in the porch.
"Faith, go home." Mike said.
I was standing in the middle of the street, with the rain all over my clothes and face but I was making it just for him, for my happiness and universe.
"Mike, I love u and I will do everything just to be with u... I love u."
In that moment a car passed and put me underneath. I started bleeding, I was losing a lot of blood, I just looked at Mike, he was screaming. I couldn't hear him anymore, everything was becoming blur and then everything became dark.