Hero [Stenny]

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Hero

SomeSouthParkFan

So five months has passed and not much has changed in my life. I'm still being tormented by Cartman, Wendy, Craig, and Token. Only Craig has been able to beat me to up, but he hasn't raped me. My dad has raped me every night. His rationale is that since my mother won't touch him he's going to "touch" me. This is doing a lot of damage to me physically and mentally. Half of the time I can barely sit down because my ass and thighs are in so much pain. Even my penis has been sore and bruised. I even have blood in my underwear sometimes. I really want to tell someone what's going on, but I have no one to turn to. Plus I'm really scared. I'm afraid dad's really going to hurt me. Karen still isn't speaking to me, I didn't think she would be mad at me for so long. Mom is still pregnant, ready to pop any day now. I'm not quite sure how I feel about having another sibling. I'm excited, but at the same time I'm worried about what kind of life this kid is going to have.

Stan and I still haven't talked. I don't think we ever will again. I think I'm just going to give up on the idea that we'll ever be together again. Besides, if I have to deal with Wendy, I think we're better off not being together.

I get a carton of chocolate milk out of the cafeteria and head to the bathroom. The same place where I've been eating lunch since the break up. I bump into Kyle on my way there. "Hey dude."

I look up at him. "Hey. You're still speaking to me?"

"Yeah dude, you're my friend."

"Oh, I thought you hated me because of the whole Stan situation."

"No way dude, I just tried to stay out of that. That's really between you and him."

"Thanks dude." I turn to walk away.

"There is one thing I would like to know." I stop and turn back towards him. "What's really going on with you and Craig?"

I sigh. "It's a complicated situation Kyle."

"I really don't think it's that complicated. I think you're just afraid to tell the truth."

Does he know what's been going on? "Afraid? Afraid of what?"

"Kenny, just be straight with me…no pun intended." He smiles, I let out a small chuckle. "Seriously, you and Craig aren't really going out are you?"

You guessed it! "Why, do you ask?"

"Kenny, I'm not blind. I see the way Craig punks you. Much in the same way he did before he became your "boyfriend". So you want to tell me what's really going on with you two? Or do I have to guess?" I lean up against the wall. I guess I might as well tell someone the whole truth. I mean Kyle is one of my best friends, I should be able to confide in him. I sigh. This is going to be harder than I thought. "Kenny?"

I sigh again. I look down. "I guess I should you tell you everything."

"That would be nice, that's all I'm asking for."

I sigh once more. "Well as you know, I'm getting bullied at school."

"Yeah, everyone knows that."

"I'm also abused at home."

"By who?"

"My dad. It started with him slapping and punching me and verbal abuse. Then it turned into getting hit with belts and beer bottles."