Everything I wanted her to know.

And It Goes On Forever.

I woke up in a really happy and excited mood. I can't believe that today is the day. I am finally going on a date with Natasha. I waited for this day for 4 days and I can't wait any longer. I am getting restless here. I was so pumped up about today's day that I couldn't properly sleep yesterday. I am so excited. I get dressed for the trip.

I pull my bag from the corner and was about to take it. Then I realize that it would be kinda stupid to be carrying a bag like a student going to school. So, I take a small side bag and put all the things that I need for today. I get so excited that I leave from home an hour earlier than planned. But it was alright as I got delayed at the bus park where the bus got quite delayed and although I had left home earlier that I should have, I reached there late.

I found Natasha waiting for me. She was dressed us in casuals and looked extremely beautiful. Seeing her there gave me a sense of assurance that she was the one who I am meant to be . Although it was way early to decide that, but my heart had already designated a special post for her and every time I saw her, my heart would get crazy. I immediately say, "I am really really sorry. The bus was late, so I could not reach here in time. I hope that I haven't kept you waiting for long. "

She looks at me, smiles and replies, "Don't stress it. I also arrived here just now and I was looking for you. So, I guess it's all right. Shall we get going? "

I reply positively and we walk towards the entrance of the amusement park. At first, we went to the house of horror. It was extremely realistic along with the strange smell throughout the room that contributed towards the spooky atmosphere of the place. It was so scary that the two of us were holding each other tightly. My heart was beating extremely fast and I could feel her heart racing as well. At that very moment, I felt a very strong connection with her. I got a feeling that I am the one supposed to protect her. So, I went along with the feeling and tried to suppress my fear as much as possible. Natasha seemed to have felt a bit more secure after that since her heart beat calmed down a bit. Then the house of horror finally ended. I was indeed "The House Of Horror". I can only imagine how many people might have had nightmares of this place after their trip there.  After we came out of the house of horror, we took a stroll around the amusement park and went through some of the rides there. 

Then, it suddenly started raining and we rushed into a nearby cafe. All the rides were shut because of the rain and the two of us were stuck in a cafe facing each other. So, I suggested talking to each other to pass time. We talked about some random stuffs and talked about our favorites. It was really fun to be just talking to her . I felt so relieved after talking to her and getting to know her. It made me feel more and more positive about my life and it made me realize that everything that has happened in my life, both good and bad have made me what I am. I felt really relieved after realizing that whatever I did till now made me to know her and get closer to her. This made me to forget all of my past regrets.

Then she asked me, "So, what is your aim in life? "

I answer, "I really don't have anything to be called 'aim', but I do want to be a successful doctor in the future, specifically a neurosurgeon. And what about you?"

She replies, "I really haven't thought about that at all."

I wanted to insist her on telling about it, but after seeing her facial expression, I thought that it was better to let it be. She didn't feel so happy about the topic, probably because it might make her feel imperfect and like Ryan said everyone want to be the ideal person during the date. 

Then she suddenly asked me, "I hope that I am not being too personal. But if you had to choose between your aim and me, who would you choose?" 

I didn't know how to answer that. So, I just laughed it out and said that there would be no such situation and I would make sure to get both of them if I were to have such a situation. She laughed, but she did not seem so content with my answer. 

The rain stopped and the fluorescent sun shone brightly. We left the amusement park and went to a nearby park. It was quiet and there was no one around. We sat at the bench and talked about the beauty of the nature. Between the conversation, she asked me, "Do you love me?"

I replied proudly, "Yes, I love you a lot. Even more than I love myself."

She smiled and in a teasing manner replied, "I don't believe you. Prove it."

I replied, "Okay. What can I do to prove it that I love you more than anything in this world. Ask me anything and I'll make it possible." After I said that, I loathed myself for having said such a cliched statement.

Then she replied, "Then kiss me."

I was shocked and then when I looked into her face, I saw her blushing red. She had said that with honesty.

So I slowly approached her and gave her a kiss. I felt so shy afterwards that  could not look her straight into the eye for some time. After a moment of complete silence, I decided to break the cold situation and suggested that we should get going now. I walked her home and then returned to my home.

At home, I jumped right into the bed, pushing my head into the pillow to stop blushing. But I couldn't stop thinking about the moment. The moment That we kissed felt so majestic and warm. It felt like something straight out of a fairy tale and it made my entire body feel warm and happy. 

After a while, I heard my phone make a noise. I had received a message and it was from Natasha. She wrote, "Thank you for today Ralph. I hope that we can go to other places together. Although the rain ruined the entire purpose, you made this date a special one. Thank you Ralph. I will always remember this day and you till my last breath. "

Then I just went straight to bed as I was exhausted from today and wanted to relax for the night.

(Next Chapter: Acceptance )