I feel theres something wrong with my metabolism.
As I've mentioned before I am diagnosed with low metabolism and hashimoto's, and I usually don't think of it at all, I just take my medication and don't bother to use my time thinking about it, I dont want a stupid illness to controll my life. But now it does. I don't blame the illnes, I blame myself. I blame myself for getting so caught up in it.
And I know im complaining right now, and I know it may sound like I'm craving pitty or anything, I don't!
I just need to let all of thos out so that I can try to move on.
I know a lot of people are struggling with their mental health now because of the Corona virus and all that it's affecting. And me too, to be honest.
My mood is like an insane rollercoaster, and I know thats just because my metabolism is unstable, but it's so awful.
You migh think that since this is a physical illness it will just affect my body, but being exhausted, and having pain and all the other stuff thats also a part of it do also affect you're mental health. I forget things, I have troubles concentrating and I just don't bother to do different types of things.
I'm just so sick of all of this!
(no pun intended)
It's so, so much more I could write about this, but I feel like this was all I needed for now. I do know myself, and know that everything will come in pieces little by little, and a am sorry about that. I will write happier things and I will do my best at not focusing on these negative stuff. I am going to take a blood test and check out what the heck's going on inside of me (physically) and do something about it.
Thank's for reading this❤
And again: sorryforanyspellingmistakes.
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RandomHi! This is not a diary. It's just a place where I empty my brain, and write stupid stuff and... yeah, it's definitely a diary or something like that, I do no.. enjoy!😅😎 (You really don't have to read this, but if you do.. thanks!😅)
