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3. Moving out

Moving out.
Oof. Me and one of my friends (kate/yunofangirl)are moving together this fall.

We both have applied to the same school. (I really hope we get in. The school advisor said that the chance was really high so... -whispering: yey!)

Well, we both were looking at dorms and sending pictures back and forth, and without getting too excited (something I'm like REALLY bad at🤣) we both have some favorites.

It is SO MUCH to think about though, location, price, how practical it is, and more 😐😅

I'm scared but at the same time, I just can't wait! It is weird we're only 17, but at the same time we're hecking 17! (Or, I'm not 17 until November, but who cares 😆)

There's like just so much running through my head, and looking for places to live... like, ooooof. I just make it a bazillion times more real.

Like I know that I'll be totally fine, and my whole life, I have looked forward to having independence and grow up, but the taught that I'm 20 in less then four years scares the shit out of me, but I still can't help but feel butterflies in my stomach at the same time.

I have so much mixed feelings about everything! Sometimes, it just would be kinda nice to 5 again😔😶

Like, my other friend Amajan2 is going to be in the USA for a whole school year! I'm SO going to miss her, but I am REALLY happy for her. It's just so scary growing up, and I know that I haven't done that yet, but it's still scary.

I was a smart kid, and so I always knew that it would be like this, but it's different being in it, then looking forward to it. Aaaaaaa😆🤗🥴🤓🤣😐😳😳😁😍😶🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🤗

ALL THE FEELINGS.

But one things for sure!
I am SO, SO, SO, SO HAPPY that I'm not moving alone.

This is kinda funny because that was the plan for a long time before I found out that Kate was moving too.

*I haven't read through this, so sorry if there are any misspellings, I almost know it is🤓😅, so sorry🥴