Hinata Hyuuga appeared to be living the high school dream. She was a kind-hearted girl who had once dated the popular guy she'd always had a crush on, had good friends, and excelled in her studies. However, everything changed when her father introdu...
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29th November
It's been a month and a half since my father died. Raiden took all his business actions and continued working in my father's company. He was a lot busier than usual and that was perfect for me. I understood what I have to do. When he's home, he would come to my room when Ena is away.
Ena has found someone else and she is always gone from home. I cook, I clean and I take care of the house. After all the terror I went through, I realized that I could do nothing but accept the situation as it is and try to live with it.
I continued counseling with Mr. Sai and he also came to the conclusion that I need to take medication for anxiety and depression. He also told me that I have borderline personality disorder after he saw that I was hurting myself. If that wasn't enough, he was more than convinced that I suffer from PTSD but he still doesn't know what provoked the stress. I didn't tell him what was going on in my life, my darkest secrets. They were impossible to know. They will stay there, deep withing me. All those diagnoses didn't bother me anymore. Anyway, apart from me and Mr. Sai, no one knows about them. I'm not surprised that I ended up suffering from so many disorders, I'm surprised that I can still function 'normally'.
The only problem is that I tend to harm myself when I'm in pain. Is my only way to keep my mind clear for as long as possible. I hated everything that was happening to me but at least I had a purpose, to endure so that my sister would be safe.
I started to focus on school and not on what happens in my house at night. Some days were better, some worse, depending on how Raiden felt. It was certain that if I listen to him and let him use me when he wants, he is not so brutal and violent. So I obeyed and gave him what he wanted. After all, it was just sex. Unpleasant of course, but it was enough for me to continue for the rest of my life.
