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ocean eyes- jinkx x ivy

TW: Talk about Selfharm, please don't read if that triggers you in anyway and feel free to skip this oneshot :) and i'm always here if anyone needs it - daisy
In drag, female pronouns for both as Jinkx isn't out of drag (otherwise they/them)

Ivy sat in the hotel room, sitting on the bed nervously. Jinkx had asked to see her after their performance for a few minutes, however she hadn't said a reason for it. Sighing, Ivy laid back on the bed and stared up at the ceiling. It can't be too bad, right? Jinkx had given me a odd look earlier, Ivy mused, playing with her necklace she had worn. Their show had been part of their tour they were doing in some hotel's reception room, and as usual Jinkx, Alyssa and Alaska had more people to see than her, so she'd travelled back to her room without anyone noticing.

There was a knock at the door and Ivy sat up immediately. She threw on a jumper over her pyjamas (which she'd gotten in to) and opened the door.

"Hey love, can I come in?" Jinkx smiled. She was still in her costume. She obviously only just left, which was noticeable from the happiness on her face.

"Yeah sure." Ivy nodded, letting Jinkx in. The two walked over, Jinkx sitting on the bed and Ivy sitting on top of the desk. "So what's this about?" She laughed slightly, eyes flickering around the room.

"Well." Jinkx started. She paused, obviously nervous about what she was about to say.

"Well?"

"I saw, Ives. I saw your arm." Jinkx spoke quietly, almost silently. "I didn't realise."

"You..." Ivy's voice shook and she look down at her right arm which she'd now covered with her jumper. She looked up at Jinkx. "Who else saw?"

"N-No one I don't think." Jinkx responded. Ivy's eyes began to fill with tears and the older drag queen walked across and hugged her gently but warmly. "It's alright."

"But it isn't. I'm an adult, I should be able to deal with my mental health but I obviously can't." She sniffed and felt tears fall down her face, onto her lap.

"Listen to me." Jinkx stepped back and put her hands on her shoulders. "This isn't good, I agree, however it's how you've been coping. Why didn't you come to me, Jade, even Alyssa or Coco?"

"I was worried I guess." She shrugged and sighed, looking up at Jinkx.

"We're all here darling. We won't ever judge you for anything." Jinkx smiled slightly and wiped Ivy's tears. "It's okay to have ocean eyes once in a while. Now get some rest, okay?"

Ivy nodded. "Thank you."

"No problem darling, see you tomorrow." Jinkx gave her one more hug and walked out, shutting the door gently.

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