[Alex]
Tobin is flying to Utah today with Ashlyn who was just cleared to leave rehab. Lucia is going to the same place Ashlyn was at thankfully so we already know most of the nurses and staff.
The doctors told us Lia won't be able to play soccer again from all the stress and trauma her body has been through. I hate the doctors here so we're getting a second opinion about her not being able to play soccer again when we get back to Orlando. If she can't Carli said she is looking for a new assistant coach for the Uswnt.
Carli is the new head coach and Hope is the goalkeeper coach. The team is really changed since all the veterans including me have retired. Most of us are coaching NWSL teams right now.
Tobin has re inc with Christen and Megan. I'm the assistant coach of the Orlando Pride. Ali owns a nail salon while Ash is the goalkeeper coach for the Pride Kelley is coaching Stanford so she can live with Pressy in Cali.
Julie is the assistant coach for the thorns while Crystal is the head coach. I think that's everyone. Once a year we all get together and have a week-long vacation everyone brings their kids and significant others and we call it camp.
It's just a way so we all keep in touch.
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[Lucia]
Everyone leaves saying they will be back soon with Ash and Toby. I want to ask someone some questions I have but I don't want to make them mad for forgetting things.
It just feels like I'm missing things I don't get why I can't remember. Like I remember kissing Mal but I have no idea why I was. I remember dating Tierna but why am I not with her anymore?
More importantly, where is my mom? The last time I remember being around her was at my first uswnt as a player when it was my 19th birthday and I was eating.
I also am really confused about why HAO, A-Rod, or any of the retired girls haven't come to see me. They do have their family's but I really miss them. I wonder if they'll come to see me in Orlando. I know that HAO is the head coach of the Orlando Pride from when Alex was on the phone with her when she thought I was sleeping.
I just want to go home. Maybe I will be able to answer my questions there. But where is home? Is it the place where me and mom we're watching movies? Is it the Grey and white room the Alex calls my room? Or is it the place I was staying with Mal?
I have no clue and it's really frustrating. I don't want to upset anyone by asking my questions though. I'll just keep them to myself and once I get to where ever home is I'll get some answers.
The one I really need to ask is,
where the fuck is my mom?
