Chapter 16

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"Father, I have something to tell you," I say.

"What is it?" he asks.

I stand up. "I have made my choice. I will marry Derek Iver." Lie.

"Really?!" my father asks. "I didn't think you were enamored with him." I'm not. "However that is a very smart choice."

I nod.

"I will get the news to him at once." He's practically glowing. If only he knew the truth.

He runs out of the house, humming with glee.

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Derek is on one knee. "Aira, will you marry me?"

This seemed like a good idea five mintues ago. Now it seems so real. My father is smiling. Derek's daughter is trying to look into my eyes. I don't want this. I can't back out now though.

I nod vigorously to avoid saying "yes".

Derek gives me a big hug and I almost punch him in the face. I just want this to be over. Lying is easy when you don't have to face the consequences.

If I throw up, will everybody leave?

At least one good thing came out of this. The diamond in the ring is huge. I could buy a house with this.

When I try to sit down, his daughter jumps onto my lap. She grabs a lock of my hair and starts twirling it. Or should I say ripping it out of my scalp.

"Hello, Thora!" I greet her.

She gives me a toothy grin and takes another piece of my hair.

"What are your favorite flowers?" Thora asks.

"Magnolias. What are yours?" I respond.

"I like bluebells." Her voice contains wonder and joy.

She fills up my time with more fun questions. I'm happy about that.

Thora is the sweetest little girl but I couldn't raise her. I'm barely able to keep myself together.

Soon enough my evening is over and everybody says their goodbyes. Turns out a suprising amount of people want to see me get engaged.

Derek stays a couple minutes afterward. It was awkward. He would try to ask a toughtful, introspective question but I would give him short and meaningless answers.

When he finally leaves, I take the ring off my finger and go to bed.

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