Letter # 1

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"Hey Cheese,

Winter is tough here without you. The guys all miss their families, but nothing compares to how much I long to see you again.

I remember that last perfect day on the beach. The last normal day. You asked me for my jacket even though I knew you couldn't possibly be cold. I gave it to you anyway. I didn't want to risk making you mad, no matter how many times you told me you weren't. I never wanted you to resent me for leaving. I know you'll tell me that you don't, but I feel guiltier every day.

You fell asleep in my arms that night and I cried like a baby. I hope you didn't hear me. You were pretending to act happy for me those last few days. You thought I didn't notice, so I pretended not to. I think it was better that way. We would've spent that week crying instead of enjoying the time we had.

I promise you, Cheese, the next time we see each other I'll make this all up to you. In fact, by the time you get this letter I'll have started working on a little something.

We will see each other again. Sooner than either of us know it. Remember our promises. You're so much stronger than before. You and I can do this. Together. Remember that I love you, more than anything else in this world or the next.

Love, Kookie"

I don't even realize that I'm crying until a tear drips onto the paper, smearing his signature, which only makes me more upset.

"I love you, Jeon Jungkook." I whisper to him through the page. "I'll see you again soon."

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