Peace of Mind{18+}

Eighteen

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-Thank you

Sabrina POV

*Beginning of the dream*

I was late coming home and I didn't feel like fighting with Jake tonight. I was walking up to our building but I didn't see his truck in sight. I was lucky cause he might still be at the bar.

I heard a truck pull up and I turn around to see Billy and his wife Allison.

"Hey Sabrina wait."Billy says getting out of Jake's truck while Allison got out of their car.

I walk up to them.

"Hey Billy."i say.

He works at the bar Jake goes to.

"Jake is really drunk and he couldn't drive. Can you give us a hand?"he says and I follow him to the truck.

I frown because Jake reeks of alcohol.

I think he overdid it today.

It's the anniversary of my mother's death.

I should be the one drinking my problems away.

If he really cared about her, he wouldn't have done what he did.

He didn't love her.

He loved the idea of her.

He loved what she could do for him.

He loved that she loved him.

Billy stands him up and he throws his arms around us.

I give Allison my key as we walk up to the door and she opens it.

We lay him down on the couch and I roll my eyes at the sight of him.

"Thank you guys."i say turning to them and they smile.

"You take care sweet girl and i'm so sorry about your mother."Allison says pulling me into a hug and I nod.

Billy pats my shoulder and I let them out.

I close and lock the door.

I walk into the living room to see Jake sitting up.

He grabs my arm but I snatch it from him.

"Come here."he says in a seductive voice and I look at him with disgust.

"I'm going to bed."i say turning but he stands up and grabs my arm again.

I wince in pain as his nails dig in my skin.

"Let me go Jake."i yell out as he kept trying to pull me closer.

I punch him in his face but that only made him mad.

He grabs me forcefully and press his body against me.

I began crying and fighting against him.

"You're so beautiful and you smell so good. You remind so much of your mother. he says and I scream.