Feelings
I was awaken by the feeling of being touched by a warm hand on my cheek. Unti unti kong minulat ang mga mata ko at ang nag-aalalang mukha ni Eustace ang bumungad sa'kin.
Inilibot ko ang mata ko at natantong nasa loob ako ng kwarto ng suite. Bumangon ako at nakaramdam ng hilo.
"Are you okay?" Tanong niya at akmang hahawakan sana ako pero tinabig ko ang kamay niya.
Sumandal ako sa headrest ng kama at hindi siya nilingon.
"What are you doing here?" I asked him. What is he doing here? Bored na ba siya sa ex niya kaya sa'kin naman siya? Did he left her? Nandun siya kanina ah?
"I'm here because I'm worried. You passed out, Sanja."
"Ano naman sa'yo? Bakit ka nandito? Umalis kana nga!" Sagot ko at humalukipkip.
"Baby.. what's your problem?"
Ayan ka na naman sa pababy-baby mo! Alam na alam mo kung ano ang kahinaan ko! But I won't tell you that, of course.
Hindi ako sumagot at mas lalong sumimangot lang. He held my chin para maiharap ang mukha ko sa kanya. Nagmatigas ako ngunit hindi niya 'yon hinayaan. Kaya tumingin nalang din ako sa kanya gamit ang galit na mga mata.
"What is it? Hmm?" He sounds a lil bit frustrated.
Frustrated din ako! What's the real score between you and your ex, huh? Natulog ka ba sa kama niya? Did you had sex all night!? Kaya ba hindi kana nakabalik kagabi?
"You really wanna know?"
"Yes."
"So you went to her villa." As much as I want to be mature I just couldn't! I'm trying my best alright. I wanna roll my eyes so bad.
"Whose villa?" Oh come on!
"You don't know? Playing safe, aren't you?" Tanong ko. Nayayamot ako. Nakakainis!
"I didn't bed her if that's what you're thinking. Kanino mo 'to nalaman?"
"It doesn't matter." Sagot ko at sinubukang tumayo dahil nakakaramdam na ako ng gutom. Hindi pa ako naglalunch.
Pinigilan niya akong makaalis sa kama.
"We'll talk first before we leave the room."
"I don't wanna talk to you."
"But you already did."
Pilosopo din ang isang 'to. Bigwasan ko kaya guwapong mukha nito?
"Look, if you think I bedded her then you are very wrong Sanja Gabrielle."
"Then why didn't you came back last night!? Is she the one who kept on calling you all throughout our way here?!" I bursted out. I really can't help it.
"Baby, please stop shouting.."
"You got back together!?" I shouted at him. Fucking feelings! Kung ganito lang din pala ang manliligaw ko, basted-in ko na 'to!
BINABASA MO ANG
The Life of a Teenager; Sanja's Diary
Teen Fiction17 year old teenager Sanja is absolutely living her life to the fullest. But what if one day, the world will turn upside down as well as her princess-like life? Would she still continue writing on her diary? Or will it remain as a memory?