Solby One-Shots

Embarrassing

⚠️- Masturbation 

(Colby)

We have that one friend group in school that you look at and you know we're all good friends. I guess you could say on the outside everything looks super cool. When you see deeper though, you see a bunch of jerks that are friends with this one kid because they can boss him around and pick on me.

Hi, I'm that one kid.

They all say they're just joking, and you know it feels like it sometimes. Other times though, I wish they liked me as much as they like each other.

The friend group was Jake, Sam, Corey, Brennen and I. My god, I just have to tell you how big of a crush I have on Sam. The guys just so fucking dreamy.

We're all at my house, only because my parents weren't home so everyone could vape and drink or whatever freely. As we sat in my room, they were all talking about the drinking game we were all playing. It was like midnight, and they decided on staying the night.

"No, bro take a shot." Corey said to me, nudging my arm a bit.

"I don't want to drink." I told them, feeling embarrassed. I just wanted to have one night where we were sober.

"Alright then, fucking loser." Brennen snapped. I mentally groaned then poured myself a shot. I glared at Corey, then brought it to my lips. When my head went back causing the liquid to go down my throat it caused the burn I hated so much. They did this normally, making me get drunk or high even.

"There ya go." Sam said, patting my back roughly. I rolled my eyes, and got up to walk to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror, the buzz was hitting and I knew I should go sit down.

When I walked into my room, they were taking another shot. Jake held one out to me, and I took it as I sat down. The shot burned my throat once again, and the night continued this way.

It was three in the morning and we were all drunk out of our minds. We moved to the living room, sitting on the couch by Sam my stomach began swirling. Shooting up off the couch, I ran into the bathroom and threw up.

From the bathroom, I heard them all laughing at me. This has happened before, and many other things that have embarrassed me beyond belief. I cried, silently of course. A small knock interrupted my thoughts. "Colby? It's Sam, are you okay?"

"I'm fine." I said, my voice sounded fully of sorrow.

"I'm coming in." Honestly, I didn't have the energy to argue at this point. He walked into the bathroom and closed the door behind him. He knelt down by me, and suddenly I felt sick again. I leaned over the toilet getting sick, hearing laughs, then a hand rubbing my back. I flushed the toilet, and began sobbing due to be overly embarrassed. "Why do you hang out with us still? They treat you like a chew toy."

"If I leave, I'll have no one. I can't have that again, I just.. It's hard, okay?" Sam just nodded, throwing me the look of sympathy. What I didn't expect is when he leaned in to hug me. His arms went around my waist, so I wrapped mine behind his neck. I'm honestly so ecstatic, the feeling of him against me. His warmth, his touch- it just made my mind flood with irrational thoughts.

That's when the bad thoughts came, the sexual ones. The thought of his arms around me like this, but against a wall as he made out with me. I felt my stomach get warm, an erection grew in my pants and I became suddenly very nervous. "You should go, I'll be out in a second." I said quickly.

Sam looked at me confused, not understanding why. "What? A-Are you okay?" I nodded quickly and tried shooing him out.

The bathroom door opened, Brennen, Jake, and Corey stood there looking at us. "You good light weight?" Corey asked.