⚠️- Bullying/Self-Harm
(Sam)
When I got home, I answered texts from Brennen and Corey telling them I'd explain tomorrow. I really didn't know what to do, I liked Colby. He's so nice and kind. He was so sweet, he seemed so happy to finally have a friend.
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"Alright, spill." Brennen said. We were all sitting at lunch, once Corey sat down Brennen wanted every detail. I told them that we talked, I didn't tell them how much fun it was and I didn't mention him being adopted by two women.
They laughed as I told them, believing Colby fell for it. The sad thing was that he did, he completely believed I wanted to be his friend. At this point, I did want to be his friend.
"Wow. You really did it. You made him think you wanted to be his friend, you completed your dare Golbach. No doubt he's crushing that's what little gays do." Brennen snorted, I so badly wanted to slam his face into the table and break his nose. I wanted to tell him to never talk about Colby like that again.
But I didn't.
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(Colby)
I was walking with my lunch tray to my table, having to pass Sam's table which his friends sat at with him.
I didn't mean to over here their conversation, that's not something I do. He was talking about my house, he told them about us talking and getting to know each other. I slowed my pacing, honestly smiling at the fact that he didn't care that they knew about us hanging out.
What I didn't expect though, is what Brennen said next: "Wow. You really did it. You made him think you wanted to be his friend, you completed your dare Golbach. No doubt he's crushing that's what little gays do." Then he snorted, laughing as Corey laughed beside him.
Sam's back faced me, but I saw him lightly nod. My lunch tray dipped, dropping and making too loud a noise. Sam, Brennen, and Corey turned to look at me. Sam's eyes widened as if he knew what I had heard.
People are the lunch room stared at me, and gawked. Some laughing and whispering to each other.
Brennen laughed at me, and Corey started in. Sam just stared, I thought he was my friend. I thought maybe I finally met someone that understands me and would actually care. "Shit, Brock. Clumsy fuck, aren't ya?" Brennen said, making more people laugh.
I wanted to run, and leave but for some reason I was glued to the spot I was in. "Fucking idiot." Corey said. They bumped Sam, I think trying to get him join in.
My eyes were full of tears, and I did my best to fight and not let them fall. Though it didn't work, they fell and I couldn't get them to stop. I turn around and ran, I ran down the hallway receiving looks and not caring. I ran out front doors of the school, and down the street. That's all I did, I ran and ran.
I made it home and burst through the front door. "Mom?" I cried out. Please be home, please be home, please be home, I repeated in my head. "Ma?" There was no answer.
I went to my room, throwing my bag to the ground and crying into my pillow. Sobbing until my chest burned and my throat was on fire.
It was stupid, crying so hard over it. It just hurt, I've never had a friend, I've never had someone that listened to me and cared. I've never had someone to laugh with that wasn't my parents. I've never done those things and I finally did thinking it was real but the whole time it wasn't.
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Solby One-Shots
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