no feelings || jenzie

forty three

contains fictional things that people might find triggering or unsettling (drugs, abuse) please note that

johnny

"kenzie what's wrong are you ok"
i hold onto her shoulders to stop her from running away but she forces her away past me

"kenz what's wrong"
i yell picking up a piece of paper she had dropped

i unfold it still watching kenzie run out of the school grounds

(the note read)

(-yk how kenzie went all emo and shit a while back
-yeah?
-cause her dad was a druggy and would abuse her and he overdosed, cause he was sick of her shit
-who wouldn't be )

"nadia, THAT FUCKING BITCH"
i grasped the note as tight as possible making a fist before punching the lockers next to me and running out of the school after kenzie

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text messages !!
with
kezybear

johnny
kenzie please where are you

johnny
i didnt tell her anything

johnny
kenz i promise please

johnny
i love you

kezybear
i loved you.

kezybear has blocked your number

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i quickly switch between apps to try and get a hold kenzie whilst tears run down my face
i type in her @ and nothing comes up same with snapchat and twitter

"FUCK"
i yell bashing my hands on the steering wheel in front of me

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text messages !!
with
madziegzz

johnny
is she ok

johnny
please i just need to know

madziegzz
she's safe but she is very upset

johnny
thank god please keep her safe
she means everything to me

madziegzz
i don't want you to contact her
or try to see her

madziegzz
or my family, you've hurt us all

johnny
maddie i promise i said nothing

madziegzz
i'll keep her safe but you please
don't contact us

madziegzz
bye johnny

johnny
tell her i love her

johnny
i'm sorry for everything

madsziegzz has blocked you

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ngl i may have shed a tear writing this

also if you have privately messaged me and i haven't answered it because i forgot my email and password to this account so i can't reply to anyone but i'll try to reply in the comments 💘

i just realised that i've been writing this book for over a year 😱 that's so crazy, thank you all so much for all the support and love you given it, ily all !!