no feelings || jenzie

forty eight

johnny
text messages!!
with
hayden

johnny
wanna come up to the
cottage with me and the
fam

hayden
yeah sure when?

johnny
tomorrow for the rest of
the week

hayden
yeah ok

hayden
is kenzie going with lauren

johnny
yea

hayden
oop

johnny
i miss her :(

hayden
yeah ik

johnny
i need her to know that
i wasn't the one who told
nadia

hayden
i think she  knows but she
just needs time

johnny
yeah
read 12:40 pm

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lauren

the next day

we piled all our bags into the car and started the drive to the cottage stopping for hayden and kenzie on the way

text messages!!
with
kenz

lolo
we'll be there in like 5

kenz
lolo i don't want to go :(

lolo
come on kenz it'll be fun i promise

lolo
just like the old days minus johnny

kenz
ok..

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johnny

our last stop before the cottage was kenzies house lauren sent her a quick text before getting out to help her with the luggage

"hey kenz"
laur says running over to the dim faced girl

"hey lo"
she gives a small smile before passing lauren her bag to place in boot

"hi kenzie"
my parents say in unison

"hi mer and dale"
she puts on a fake smile while getting into the car sitting next to lauren as hayden and i sit in the far back of the car

she's continues the fake smile looking over at hayden and i as we return a smile back to her

"next stop the cottage"
mer excitedly says waving her arms

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the drive there was boring each of the three groups (mer and dale, lauren and kenz and johnny and hayden) were all having the own seperate conversations every once in awhile engaging other people in there conversations but kenzie never looking back at me or hayden, i could tell she was upset and didn't want to be there, i felt so bad knowing that i was the reason she was upset and didn't want to be there but i would try my hardest to make her happy again

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hola my loves ty for continuing to read this
i've been writing this for ages i don't know how people can write a book and finish it in a month