I love you too—
I've been telling you this all too often
And I'd like to make myself believe
That saying things would make it true.I love you too—
I've been staring, kissing, loving you all-day
Like in a romantic movie scene
That I've been losing reasons why I shouldn't at all.I love you too—
I have been saying this again and again
Yet, why does my heart doesn't beat so?I love you—
I really want to love you
But,When i look at you,
I don't see you.
I see her smile,
Her laugh,
Her quirks,
Her dimples.When I held you,
I was holding her.
I gripped her waist,
Embraced her curves,
Swayed her body,
All of it as I held you in my arms.When I kissed you,
I called her name.
I remember the taste of her lips,
The way she bit my tongue,
Licked my neck,
While you are standing in front of me,
Unfocused,
Catching your breath.I love you—
I want to love you.
I want to see you too,
I want to hold you too,
I want to kiss you too,
All at the same time.But how can I
When every time I looked at you,
I yearn for you to be someone else.Still,
I love you too—
I will say this again and again
Until it becomes true.I want to love you too—
Because you make loving seem so easy.———
March 9, 2020
2:00 am
YOU ARE READING
Breathe Again
PoetryYou know what they say... we can try. || Collection of poems. || 2020