She

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by laureax

by laureax

She's tired of waiting.
Hoping only to feel dejected
On the possible scenarios
That could have been a reality
If only she was brave enough.

She's tired of looking forward.
Venturing into the unknown future
Walking aimlessly into the void
& although deep down she was praying
Wishing for another end of the story
She knew she wasn't brave enough.

I am tired of messing up.
I only have one life to live
But why do I always end up
Feeling sorry for myself?

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May 6, 2020

9pm