Chim 12

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Losting myself back to the event that took place the day before, I again sat on my bench with my favourite pose on I.e. resting my head on my palm.

I was really confused. Everything inside my brain was in a total mess. Like I couldn't find a piece of a puzzle which had no much importance but still is attractive.

Jimin didn't told me anything about how Yosub was in that condition, and I slightly was guilty because I didn't asked him. I was in a deep shock because of Yosub's condition and that sudden peck, jimin's lips touched my forhead, was enough to make me paralyze for the whole night.

In the morning, I insisted Yosub that he might need me but he just turned me down and ordered me to leave him alone. I noticed that he was slightly irritated when I tried to touch him. That made my heart ache but I somehow thought that I understood his problems. His fears. And that he wanted to stay alone for today, he wanted time for himself. But that made me worried if he was not ok.

He is just a kid of 7 years. And still he decided not to ask for help.
Wanted the time for himself?
Why?
Aren't I that responsible as a sister?
I know I cannot be a mother and cannot really find what his problem is.
But... I did my best, didn't I?
I tried to be a better sister and give the love of both parents to him, didn't I?
Didn't he even slightly felt me worthy to believe and tell me what happened?

Then again, I didn't knew anything what he was going through.
Does that mean I'm not a capable sister?
Why?
Why??
Why???
WHY?!!!

"Hey ya!" And the 'most-awaited-voice' enters the scene.

"Can you not bother me?! I'm really stressed out." I spun around and glaring at him.

He flinched back with a innocent shocked face, like he didn't expected me to shout at him. But composed himself back and his head hung low. His eyes were teary but he tried his best to hold it back.
"Umm...kno-knock knock."

"What is this now?" I furrowed my brows and crossed my arms.

He giggled. "A knock knock joke.
Come on. Answer. Knock knock."

I sighed and rolled my eyes,"Who is there?"

He smiled proudly and replied,"Jimin."

"Jimin, who?"

"Let Jim in please."

My voice dried out and my arms loosen a bit. I was not being able to process the whole 'joke' at the minute.  His voice slightly broke at last like he was requesting to let him feel accepted, which made me dumbstruck.

Was I hallucinating?
Was I not getting his joke properly?
Should I laugh?
Was that meant to be a dirty flirt?
But he sounded so broken, so cancel laughing?

I blinked my eyes to come out to the reality.

He just went like he did all these days. But i was there looking at the door, hoping he would again enter and laugh at my stupidness.



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The final bell finally rung making me slightly relieved.

I was never the person who had their feet out of the class as soon as the bell ring but today was the day I zoned out almost all day.

I finally joined some dots and came to the conclusion, after thinking about his words all day, that Jimin just wanted to help. And the creepy truth that he knew my home, I kinda didn't mind it. Whatever happened inside men's washroom, if they didn't wanted me to know then I won't force them to confess.

I unlocked the lock and released the cycle from the metal bar. I again fastened the lock around the cycle and pushed the stand, which was blocking the cycle to move further.

I sat on the bicycle and waited. I wanted to at least thank Jimin. So I waited for him.

My lips stretched into a smile when I saw Jimin's figure coming out of the gate. He was zipping up his bag and walking straight.

I paddled the cycle infront of him, crossing the crowd of students, and looked at him.

He looked up and gasped, like he saw 'the-least-expected' person standing infront of him.

A giggle left my mouth and then cleared my throat. "Jimin-ah, Thank you."

His face went in a shocked condition. And I was admiring him. The way his hair was ruffled like he had hard time solving some equation and the most beautiful face I had ever seen. It was  like I was staring at an angel who was shocked that human could see him.

He was extremely handsome.
How didn't I notice him before?

I felt the blush arise on my face when he scratched his neck nervously looking down with another hand holding his bag , his foot moving side to side and his lips slipping out an enchanting melody.
"Ahh....it's ok."

"Mm.." my voice hitched when I was trying to tell him something and my heart beating furiously.
"Want a ride home?"







A/n:

Cute chapter, I guess?

Now it is the beginning of their story. And when will it turn into a good one?
Honestly I also don't know where I am heading...

I want light in the darkness. I want a beautiful story among thousands of my thoughts.

Ahh...How am I going?
Are you enjoying it?
I hope you are.
Let me know:)

-Samtae✌


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