This is kinda angsty and there is smut at the end
Enjoy :)
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Harry was sitting in his usual spot in the Great Hall: Ginny to his left, Neville to his right, Ron and Hermione directly opposite of him. The war had ended and everyone returned to Hogwarts for a repeat of their final year. At first it was hard for Harry, coming back that is. The halls, though new, were filled with the memories of those who were lost. Harry had nightmares the first couple of weeks, but once he realized that it was about making more memories and remembering to cherish those who have passed he began to feel more at peace. Now that he no longer has to be the chosen one he wants to be normal. He wants to be able to do the things that all the kids his age are doing. Goofing off, trusting people, finding his first love, all these things had to be put off before because he was constantly a targeted.
Ginny and Harry had been dating for a while now. After the war Harry had nowhere to go so he stayed with the Weasleys. He and Ginny had been talking one night and decided that they had feelings for each other.
"Harry...Harry?" Hermione called as she waved her hand in front of his face, "Are you okay Harry? You've been staring off for quite a while now."
"Yeah Mione I'm fine. Was thinking that's all."
He picked up a buttered roll off his plate and took a big bite. He felt Ginny's hand wrap around his own. She gave him a comforting squeeze.
"Gin you that I love you, right?" Harry asked as he looked into her eyes.
The ginger girl's cheeks turned as red as her hair as she nodded.
"Oi mate please don't say things like that to my sister while I'm trying to eat." Ron made a grossed out face as he set his fork down on the plate.
"I think that Harry is awfully sweet to Ginny." Hermione chimed in from behind her book.
As dinner came to a close the five of them started to discuss their next visit to Hogsmeade.
"Well I don't know what you guys are planning to do, but I will be taking my lovely redheaded Queen on a date." Harry announced as they walked out of the Great Hall.
"Oh Harry, please tell me where we are going?" Ginny ask with a gentle tug on his arm.
The raven haired boy just smiled and made a zipping motion in front of his lips. He could see the a smile playing on Hermione's lips, while Ginny just pouted. They all headed into the dorms and Harry dismissed himself to his room because he didn't sleep so well the night before.
Once up in his room, Harry pulled a basket out from under his bed to double check that everything he needed was packed. He then slid the basket back under his bed so that Ron wouldn't see it when he came up. He changed into his pajamas and laid in bed thinking whats to come tomorrow.
He loved Ginny, but he felt like something was missing. He has noticed that he has started to stare at men recently. He knew nothing would ever come from it because he was in love with the wonderful girl that he was with. Then there is root of all his problems: Malfoy. For some reason Harry Felt an attraction towards him. Sometimes when in class Harry would catch himself focused on Malfoy, or Malfoy's lips to be more exact. They were plump and pink with a bit of a shine when they were wet from him chewing on them.
Harry knew he liked girls, but he also has an attraction towards men too. It wasn't normal. No boy he knew has been feeling the same things he was. He felt like he was doing something wrong by feeling this way, especially while he was with Ginny. He knew it wasn't fair to her. He didn't want his friends to decide that they no longer wanted to be around him because of the strange feelings he was having.
