I saw my best friend....my blade (sorry of anyone gets triggered. if you do feel free to skip this part)
I grabbed my blade and alined it with my wrist. My eyes were now bloodshot red. I didn't care. I kept thinking if I would regret this. but it had to be done. I cut one. two. three. four. five. five deep cuts on my wrist. it felt good. felt good as in all the weight lifted off me. I bandaged my wrist up and got ready. I did a messy bun and wore this.
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I went downstairs and everyone looked at me again. I didn't wanna talk. to anyone. Anthony came up to me. A: hey you okay? y/n: i-im fine A: you sure? y/n: yeah. A: come on he lightly grabbed my wrist. right. where. I. cut. I flinched A: woah! I barely touched you y/n: yeah i know my wrist just hurts. A: let me see y/n: ah no it's fine. he grabbed my hand and took me to the living room. where most of the boys were. including payton. A: y/n please just lift your sleeve before I do it y/n: Anthony it's fine, I'm fine. A: alright then. I thought he let me go but just as I was about to get up he pulled my sleeve up. everybody saw the bandage. A: y/n...why? y/n: just cuz.. nvm A: tell me. y/n you're wanna know why? BECAUSE I GOT KIDNAPPED AND THE SAME DAY MY KIDNAPPER TIED ME UP TO THE BED AND KISSED ME. MADE FUN OF ME. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY IM HERE. THEN HE ACTS LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED I said everything. I was crying so hard rn. P: y/n I'm sorry. y/n: no your not. you never will be P: I really am he came over and hugged me. I needed a hug. he was warm. I hugged back obviously. P: I'm so sorry of how I acted yesterday. it's like when anger flows through me I have no control of my body and of what I do. y/n: it's okay *you say through sobs
TBC
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