The Dawson Siblings[ABANDONED]

14. The Fall

TRIGGER WARNING⚠️⚠️⚠️

"Hey Jade!" Morgan calls out to me

"Yeah?" I ask sitting on the edge of the pool.

"Why are you wearing a shirt in the pool?" Morgan asks with a confused face.

I was about to answer when Shane bursts out, "WE ARE INSECURE OKAY."

I just started laughing uncontrollably alongside Shane while everyone just shook their heads in disappointment trying to hold in laughter.

"Girl no need to be insecure! Own your body!" Jeffree starts going off trying to hype me up.

I just shrugged, "Eh, I don't really want people to see my body.." I trailed off getting out the pool completely.

"Awe! Come on! Don't get out the pool Jadeee..." Andrew calls out to me looking sad.

I just shook my head, "I'm kinda tired, I'll be back in a bit! Enjoy yourselves." I say smiling wrapping my towel around me walking inside.

Shane's POV

"I'm kinda tired, I'll be back in a bit! Enjoy yourselves." Jade says walking inside.

"Is she okay?.." Drew asks me since he sitting on one of the floaties next to me.

I just shake my head no, "Honesty, probably not. Jade has always had..issues. She gets upset when stuff like that gets said." I firmly said.

"I didn't mean it rude when I asked about her shirt..." Morgan trailed off sitting on the edge of the pool.

"No I know and she knows that too. But she can't help it, she's sensitive about that stuff."

"Why so? If you don't mind me asking.. we know your story, but hers?" Andrew asks hoping to get answer.

I shake my head with wide eyes, "that is not my place to say. When she's ready, she will tell."

Andrew just nods and goes back to swimming. Soon after Jeffree gets out the pool and heads inside, probably to get a drink or such. I didn't think very much of it.

Jade's POV

Standing in the bathroom, I see what I don't want to see. My bloodshot eyes, my dull eyes, the way my small lips formed into a curve. The longer I stared at myself the angrier I got, my big boobs that are not Proportionate to the rest of my body, my wide set hips, small but visible muffin top, my thighs with stretch marks from gaining and losing weight.

I looked down at the sink and thought to myself.

A few wouldn't hurt? Right?

Jeffree's POV

After hearing the whole conversation I got worried about Jade. "I'm tired", I know that excuse. The same one I used so many times in the past, I know how it feels to hate who you are and how your body is. As Shane knows as well, but I wanted to check up on her. She shouldn't have to go through this alone, shutting everyone out.