The Dawson Siblings[ABANDONED]

4. After Graduation

Jade's POV

After graduation was over I made my way through the giant crowd to find my mother. After turning in my gown and running around like a chicken with its head cut off I finally found her.

"Mom! Over here!" I screamed to get her attention and she instantly turned in my direction and ran to me giving me a giant hug.

"Oh baby! I'm so proud of you! You did it!"

"I did! I'm so happy!" I hugged her once again before seeing Ashton walk up to me holding flowers.

"Beautiful flowers for a beautiful girl." He murmured in my ear while giving me a hug.

"Ashton you are the best person ever. Sunflowers my favorite." I held them close to me making sure they don't get damaged.

"You deserve it. My wonderful sunflower." Ashton always knew what to say and how to make me smile. He had a true heart of gold.

I continued talking to Ashton till I felt a tap on my shoulder I turned around and saw Shane standing there with open arms.

I frowned a little, but not wanting to argue I just hugged him. "I'm so proud of you Jade."
I scoffed at him lowly so he couldn't hear.

"Thanks Shane." I turned to Ryland and hugged him. "It's great to finally meet you Ryland!"

"As to you Jade." He hugged me back while smiling.

I turned back to Ashton so I could continue our conversation. "Anyway. I'm so glad I could share this day with you Ash."

"I wouldn't have missed it for the world. I'm so proud of you Jade. You've struggled so much over the years, but you came through on top even stronger."
I started crying and just engulfed him into a hug holding him tight. "I don't want to leave you. I'm happy where I am"

He wiped my tears away and kissed my forehead. "My sweet sweet Jade. I'm gonna miss you, but you have too. You survived school. Now it's time to grow up.. it's time to save your relationship with Shane."

I looked deep into his eyes wanting to be angry for saying such a thing, but I couldn't be mad at him. I have never been able too. He only has good intentions and wants what's best for me.

"I'm not sure that's something I can do. I hate him so much.." I whispered to him.

"Hey now, don't say that. You don't mean it. You love your brother, you're just angry because of everything."

He was right. I could say I hated my brother all I want but, I know deep down I don't and I want my brother back.

He gave me one last hug before all of us walked out to my moms car.

"Jade. I just want to say, I'm so so proud of you. You've been through a lot, even when you thought you weren't gonna make it you did. I love you much baby girl."  My mother had given a Minnie speech while we were outside her car.

I hugged her tightly before hearing Shane's voice calling my name.

I looked towards him and sets close to me.
"Jade. I-I don't know what to say. I'm so-" and as he was about to continue we hear a screeching of teenage girls

"I TOLD YOU HE WAS HERE!"
"OVER THERE GUYS!"
"THERES SHANE AND RYLAND!"

I can not believe him. He told his fans he was in Long Beach.. knowing it was my graduation. That it was my big day. He couldn't go one day without in contact with this stupid fucking fans.

I stepped away from him and we got ambushed.

"This is ridiculous. I can't believe you Shane."
I started crying and Ashton pulled me into his arms but I shook him off of me.

"Ash. Don't touch me. I don't want to punch you." He slowly backed away.

"Jade! No. I didn't do this!"

"Save the bullshit. You never cared. You didn't want to be here or see me!" I screamed in his face while fans were watching.

"Yes I do care! I came here for you!"

"5 years Shane! I've heard nothing! I only know what I've seen on fucking YouTube! And the one time I actually wanted you to be proud of me you just couldn't stand being away from fans!"
At this point everyone is just watching us whole fans were screaming around us trying to get to Shane and Ryland. Ashton put his arms around me pulled me into my moms car.

"Fuck you Shane Dawson!" I yelled before we drove off. My mother herself had the face of disappointment on her.

As we drove home I just sat and cried in Ashton's arms. I turned to see Shane taking pictures with fans and be happy. Just as I expected, he never cared about me. He only showed because our mom forced him to attend.

Deep down I never hated him, deep down I wanted him to be proud of me. I wanted to show him I did it, I survived and held my promise of graduating college. But, he wrecked it. He destroyed not only our relationship, not only everything in my life. But he destroyed my trust completely and showed he couldn't give less of a shit.

I can now confirm as I'm sitting here crying in Ashton's arms that I officially hate my brother.

He did the unforgivable.

Living with him for a whole year.. it's gonna be interesting? No. It's gonna be hell. Living with the one I hate. The one who has destroyed me.

My own brother. Has fucked up again.

I'm the fuck up. For thinking for maybe a second, he cared.. that he was sorry. That I was still his little sister that would watch him make hilarious videos for fun.

I eventually fell asleep on the drive home. I'm guessing Ashton brought me to my room, because I woke up in my bed the next morning.