The Player Games (Dana Vaughns Love Story)

Chapter Twenty-Five

"I don't know what went wrong!" I say, tearing falling down my face, and I was still shaking, no matter how much I stuffed myself with the cookie dough my best friends got me. Whenever I started freaking out, my body automatically shook really badly. Though, I already did shake a little twenty-four seven. "He just turned all different, and I don't know why." I push my cookie dough into my mouth, not caring about how much weight it would put on me. Usually, when I dealt with my sadness, I would do the opposite and not feed myself at all, but food helped out with a persons shaking, and that's why I had to eat.

Autumn cuddles into me, frowning. "This is exactly what I was worried about," She says, mainly to the other girls. I let out a sarcastic chuckle, "I'm such an idiot! This is exactly why I put walls up. He broke them down, and then broke me. What the hell is wrong with me?" Marie shakes her head, her eyebrows furrowing. "Hey, there is nothing wrong with you. There is obviously something wrong with him. Maybe something is going on at home that you don't know about." I bite my lip, "Something could have happened to his mom, but you would have thought that he would tell me."

I fall back onto the couch, just as Will entered the room with Amelia by his side.

"I'm beating his fucking ass," Was the first thing that came out of his mouth. "What is he doing to you? This is why I didn't want you guys getting together, it's to freaking dangerous. It's a chemical romance, that's what it is."

I giggle, looking at Will, as he made a reference to one of my favorite bands. He smiled a little, happy that he made me laugh. He sat down next to me, kissing my forehead, "He wasn't supposed to do this." He mumbled, taking my hand into his, wiping the tears off my face with his free hand. "I'm sorry, Arizona, I really am. This should not have ended like this." "It hasn't ended," Marie adds in, and we all look at her. "He could love her for all we know. He wouldn't have stood out three for two hours, trying to get in." "Is he still out there?" I question, a little hopeful. There was probably no point though. I was too nervous to see him. Will shakes his head hard, squeezing my hand tightly. "If he was he would be in fucking ditch by now," Will says, angrily. "He better not play the fucking victim. I will rip his throat if he even tries." My eyes widen at what Will was saying. He never really got this angry. "Will," I say, squeezing his hand this time. "It's okay." "The hell it is!" Will says, standing up arubtly. "This is not okay! You finally fall in love, and he's going to ruin it! You shouldn't have to deal with any of the shit this god forbidden world has sent you. It's ridiculous."

"Everything happens for a reason," Rachel says, snapping Will out of his anger. "Maybe it just isn't meant to be."

That statement made my stomach drop. What if it wasn't meant to be? I love him, or I at least think I do. I want it to be meant to be. I want to be with him. And I know that if I want to be with him, I would have to talk to him about this all, instead of crying to myself. But I'm saving that for tomorrow. I needed to cry tonight.

"It better not be meant to be," Will says, coldness entering his voice. "She would be wasting her time with a dickhead like him." I don't know Will was so angry at him, but it hurt a lot to know that I was hurting their friendship. He was talking about him like he hated him for years. I don't want to tear them apart. I don't want to tear anyone apart, especially Dana and I. And Marie, and Cole. What if this had an effect on their relationship? I don't want that to happen.

"Will, please calm down," I say, standing up, and grabbing his arm gently. His eyes soften at me, and he grabs my arm, dragging me to the couch. He hugs my body close to his, comforting me, and possibly himself.

"How about we put on some American Horror Story? Forget about it, and leave the thoughts behind for a bit." Marie suggests, and I nod, as she heads to my DVD case. For some reason, I never liked watching American Horror Story on Netflix, so I got all the seasons except for Freak Show. They sort of didn't have one yet.