Our Twisted Story

Prologue:

Damn, I never thought that being myself is bullshit!

I regretted being in that stupid bar that day! I never imagine na sa ISANG ARAW, ptng!nang ISANG ARAW na yun ay mas lalala pa pala! Yung akala ko yun yung lugar na gagaan ang pakiramdam ko at makakalimutan ang sakit at bigat na nararamdaman ko e yun din pala yung lugar kung saan babagsak ako ng husto na akala ko kailanman di na ako ulit makakabangon.

"Please give me more variety of your hardest drink!!" Sabi ko sa bartender na si Jacob

"Ms. you're already drunk" sabi niya

"Damn you! You will give me my drinks or I'll never come to this bullshit club ever again! And what did you just say? Ms? Ginagago mo ba talaga ako Jacob?"

"Hey, Elisse please wag ngayon, umuwi ka na you're already drunk. Don't make some scene here" ani ni Jacob

"Fuck you!" Bulong ko sakanya

"Ms. Calm down I'll give you your drinks but please respect Jacob, He's just doing his job" singit ng lalaking kasama ni Jacob

"Doing his job? Tngna! Bat di niya ibigay ang gusto ko? Tsaka sino ka ba para pakealaman ako? E pareho lang naman kayo "bartender" lang sa bar na 'to!! You better mind your own fcking business you dimwit and don't mess with mine!" Sabi ko sakanya

"Pare, sige na ako na bahala kay Elisse "- singit ulit ni Jacob

"You better be! I helped you! Without my help wala ka sa harap ko ngayon at di ka makakapasok sa bar na ito, ang laki ng utang na loob mo saakin" sabi ko

Di ko pa naiinom ang nilagay na inumin ni Jacob binuhat na ako bigla nung lalaking sumingit sa usapan namin ni Jacob kanina.

"Hey, get your hands off me! *hik* ahmm~ fuck!" Sabi ko sakanya

"Ms umayos ka kung di lang dahil kay Jacob di kita tutulungan, you're helpless" bulong ng lalakeng peste

"I don't fuck*hik -ing need *hik* your help! I wanna die. I don't wanna live anymore" hikbi ko

"Ms lasing ka na" sabi niya

"Elisse, elisse is the name *hik My fucking life is a sort of *hik a *hik trash. I don't wanna be in this *hik place *hik anymore! Of all people why my family? Bat di nila ako sinama sa kabilang buhay *hik Please * hik don't leave me hik* please live for me. Don't leave me

Jae..."

"Ms!! Don't test my patience and please lang tanggalin mo na kamay mo nasasakal na ako, wala akong pakialam kung hindi ka na pumun- hmm. Aahh~ stop kiss-hmmm ing me... damn this woman!" inis na sabi niya nung hinalikan ko siya

"Please don't come here anymore...
Elisse Jayl, you will regret everything after this. I'm sorry  for being a jerk and coward I fuck up, I'm sorry Jacob ... is like a brother to me" mahinang bulong niya saakin bago kami bumagsak sa kama.

Yun yung huli kong naalala nung gabing yun. We shared the same rhythm that night. I lost everything that day, him, my family and even myself I lost it.