These are the kids from my Naj Geno x Naj Reaper story. I recommend reading that then reading this or don't read it. I don't care. It will just make more sense.
Devland's POV I woke up to my mom screaming at me to wake up. I really didn't want to but hey fucking school. I was about to get up when my mom came in "WAKE THE FUCK UP!!!" She screamed. "I'm awake" I said. She came up to me and slapped me across the face. Yea it hurts but I learned to deal with it. She walked out my room and I decided to get dressed. I put on some black jeans, my panic at the disco shirt, and my hoodie. I walked to the bathroom and grabbed my eyeliner. I put some on and put on some black eye shadow. I put on my black beanie and got my Falling In Reverse book sack.
I walked into the kitchen and my mom was drinking. And there was a random man in our house. He's probably here to fuck my mom. Every person that comes over just fucks her and leaves. Some abused me and I'm tired of people coming. The guy turned around and said "who the fuck is this?" "Oh that's a mistake" my mom said. "Wow thank you so much" I said sarcastically. My mom mouthed 'go' and I smiled and left. I swear I wish I was never born. Well I really wish I wasn't with my mom. She always says that she should have aborted me or she should have put me up for adoption and I always tell her maybe you should've.
I got out the house and I was walking to school because my mom never brings me to school. I put my earbuds in and started listening to music. I was listening to Keep myself alive by Get Scared. I don't know. I just relate to that song. I mean I am trying to keep myself alive. I was almost at school when I heard a familiar laugh. I turned around and it was Ryan. He one of my old friends. He was gothic and stuff but he started hanging out with the preppy kids and yea. He kind of left me. I just hope they don't approach me. They usually make fun of me because Ryan told them I was gay. They walked passed me and Ryan stopped by me. "What?" I said. "Still cutting yourself?" He asked. Fuck. "That's none of your business. And if I was why do you care?" I said. He just shrugged and walked off.
I finally got to school and immediately walked to class. I sat down and started drawing. Nothing specific just what came in my head. As I was drawing I felt someone standing by me. I looked up to see Nicki. Oh my josh. I hate her soo much. She's the biggest slut in the school and she's been trying get with me since 9th grade. We're in 10th grade. "What the fuck do you want?" I asked her annoyed. She smiled and said "well I was wondering if y-" "no I don't want to date you. And before you ask why I just generally hate you" I said. She scoffed at me and walked off. YES!!! I finally got her away. But I already know that she's gonna try again tomorrow.
I looked back down to finish my drawing when I felt someone standing by me. Again. I looked up to see Ryan and one of his friends. "What are you doing?" Ryan asked. I looked down and back up at him. "Drawing" I said plainly. He picked up my drawing and asked "why did you draw monsters ripping your skin apart?" Ryan asked. Ok before anything weird goes in your head. My mind is weird. I just draw what my mind tells me to draw. "I'm just drawing what my mind tells me to draw" I said. Ryan looked at me and said "well you have a messed up mind. You're probably gonna be a psychopath" "ok give me my drawing back. It's none of your business" I said. He threw the drawing at me and walked off. "Bye glitter dick" his friend said. I sighed. This is gonna be a long day.
Time skip to lunch~
I was walking to the staircase because I usually hide under it for lunch. I hide there because there's part of the wall and I usually paint it. I don't know why I just started painting it. They actually painted over my last one. Which was The Nightmare Before Christmas. It was Jack and Sally on the hill thingy. I thought for a bit and decided to paint the Danger Days album cover on the wall.
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I started painting the background first because that's common sense. I finished the sky when I heard something. I didn't have my earbuds in. I was just letting the music play from my phone. I turned off the music and looked through the stairs. Ryan and one of his friends were talking. I heard them say something about me but I'm not sure what. I saw Ryan's friend walk away and Ryan started walking towards the stairs. I got to the corner not knowing where else to go. "Devland I know you're back here. You come here everyday" he said. He squeezed through the small gap and looked at me. He then looked at the wall. "Um I gotta go" I said.
I got up to go somewhere else but Ryan grabbed my arm. My anxiety kicked in and I started freaking out. "Let me go" I said. He looked at me and asked "can we please talk?" "Just please let me go" I said. At this point I was crying. I don't know why. Ryan looked a bit worried but let me go. "I have to go" I said. "No please Devland I just want to talk" he said. He came closer which caused me to start hyperventilating. I started crying. "Devland please it's ok. I just want to talk" he said. Why did he want to talk soo bad? I looked up at him with tears in my eyes and asked "since when do you care about me?" "Devland I'm sorry for leaving you. I don't know why I did. Just please can you come to my house later?" He asked.
Was he serious? He never cared about me since he left. "Are you fucking serious? You left me to make different friends for 2 years and now all of a sudden you want to be friend again. Why?" I said. He just looked down. "Because I know what you're going through. I know your mom is still abusing you and I know for a fact that you're still cutting yourself" he said. "Why do you care?" I asked. I didn't even notice I was still crying until he wiped my tears away. "Devland. I'm gonna be completely honest. I love you and I know it sounds weird and we don't have to date I just wanted to let you know because I'm really worried about you. Just please let me help you. Please" he said. Wait I never knew he was gay. I always thought he was straight. He looks at me and said "come to my house after school" "ok" I said softly. With that he left. I looked at the time. Well there's no time to paint anymore so I'll just do the ground part tomorrow.
Time skip to when Devland is at his last class of the day~
I was in my last class that Ryan happened to be in. He sits on the other side of the class. And I sit in the back with no one. I started drawing before class started. I don't know why but I drew a man hanging from a noose. I felt someone sit by me. I looked over and it was Ryan. He grabbed my drawing and looked concerned. "Why are you drawing these things?" He asked. "I don't know my mind just keeps telling me to draw them" I said. He looked sad for some reason. "Are you ok?" I asked. "I'm just worried about you" He said. "I'm fine" I said. He chuckled. "Don't pull that on me. I know when you're ok and when you're not" he said. I smiled and class started.
Class just ended and for some reason I'm nervous about going to Ryan's house. I mean I've been there before. I'm just scared that one of his preppy friends would be there. Even though he told me that none of his friends would be there. He just said not to walk home with him because he didn't want his friends to mess with me. I hope this ends well.
