My eyes adore you( Sequel to C.E.O)

Chapter 15

The next day..
Hero P.O.V.
So Sam and I get to leave the hospital today, we will have children again one day in the future. this grieving won't be easy. She is upset and this means she did want this child. I kinda am hating on myself for what I said to her.. I am currently driving home and I looked over at her and she was staring outside the window. " Sam I wanna head to the office but I can drop you home if you like?" She looked at me and said " yeah okay" I nod my head and drove home. Once we got home I helped her inside and she sat down on the couch and I said " I won't be long. I love you" " I love you too" I felt a tear drop hit my hand and I looked down at her and pulled her into a hug and just hugged her and said " no I will stay home never mind let's go change yeah" she nod and we walked upstairs and I changed while she picked out my shirt and some sweat pants. I looked over at her and she was sitting on the floor just looking at her clothes. Oh baby girl I thought to myself. I helped her change and brushed her hair and wiped her tears away. She looked at me and wiped my tears away and said " baby please don't be mad with yourself it's not your fault I promise you. It's neither one of our faults." I just looked at her and place my head into her shoulder.

Two weeks later..
Sam P.O.V.
I am not going to tell you this has been easy because that would be a lie we both heart broken about it. We both grieve in different ways he likes to say busy so he doesn't have to think about it I like to be curl up in a ball and eat bad foods and not talk about it. But we have decided to plant a flower in honour of our baby. We decided to name our unborn baby as Aster so we bought an aster. We are putting it in our back yard. This can be a way for either one of us to talk to him or her. My therapist recommended it to me. I'll admit it was very hard for me to go back there because I fell there and passed out but it's been really helpful for me. I officially have my moon boot off too. Toby had his sentencing about two days ago and he has been put in prison for thirty five years with parole of ten years. So it has lifted off my shoulders and I finally feel safe to leave my house knowing he can't get me. To be honest I am not concerned about myself I am more concerned about Hero. We are at the office right now. I have just come back with michael with coffee and I walk into his office to find his office trashed and him in the middle of the room upset. I knew this would happen at some point. I shut his door and place the coffee down and run to his side and hold him and said " I know. I am here"

I felt his tears on my jacket as I held onto him tighter. Twenty minutes later he stood up and said " can we go home?" " yes baby. You head to the car I will get someone to clean this" he kissed the top of my head and helped me up before he walked to the door and picked up the coffee I got him. I walked to my office and grabbed all my things and went back into his and grabbed his office bag and laptop. I have my lap top as well so I can finish work when we get home.
Then I went to sky and said " hey I am really sorry to do this to you but hero is going home early. So I will cancel all his meetings and I am going home with now to but do you think you could get a clean up ten into his office he has trashed the whole office and there is smashed glass all over in there. If you can send me a text on what I need to get for the office to repair.." " yeah absolutely Sam, no worries and I am really sorry for your lost" I looked at her and said " yeah and thank you" I gave her a quick smile and went down to the car by the steps and once I arrived I saw him in the passenger seat. I placed our stuff in the back seats and my coat and heels and place my flats on and got in the front seat and he handed me the keys and I put them in the engine. Soon enough we were on the road and I placed my hand on his this thigh and said " hey it's okay." He looked at me with his red eyes and I said " one day in the future we will try again, I promise, let's go home and plant Aster" " okay baby, I am sorry for destroying the office." " it's okay I have a team cleaning it right now as we speak. How about you spend some time away from the office for a couple of days? I will be the CEO with the help of Tommy" " yeah alright that's sounds good. Thankyou baby" I placed his hands near my lips and place a small kiss on his hand. Then I pulled into the drive way and and parked the car and grabbed our stuff from the back seat and my coat and he got out of the car and I lock the car and he open the door and I ran upstairs and placed our stuff in the office and walked downstairs and saw him outside and I grabbed Aster off the bench and walked outside and stood next to him and said " you ready?" He looked at me and nod and I did a small hole into the ground of flower box and he grabbed aster out of the pot plant and placed our baby in the ground and we begin to pat down and pressed down allowing aster into the ground and I brushed off my hands and picked up shady and Alice. I looked at them and said " right now girls do not eat at this plant this would of been your small human this plant is family" I looked up hero and he had a small smile on his face. I placed the girls down and held onto his hand and pulled him close to him and he said " thankyou for being strong for us today" " I will always try to be strong for us" I looked at him and said " no matter what I love you and I will always be here for you" " I love you Sam. I am so glad we did this today" " me too" planting Aster has given me some closure. I am not saying I am not sad but I am saying that I am no longer in denial and angry at myself like I was a week ago.
I looked at my phone and saw a text from Tommy saying he cancelled Hero meets for the day. I sent him a thankyou and turned my phone off and hugged my boy while he hugged me back.

Later on we talked to aster for a bit before having some dinner and going to bed and just watching a movie. I went to the bathroom and when I came back I found him fast asleep so I laid on the bed and lift his arm and went into his arms. With our heads close together. I never seen him so raw before. I will love him no matter what.