You don't know

CHAPTER 12

' Oh someone is grumpy' I smirk at him. I give him my tongue face before I start walking toward my door. Suddenly Jay yank my arm hard so I crash to his chest. I look up to ask him. ' what the -'

He kiss me half sentence so suddenly. I freeze there for a moment. He catch me off guard. His kiss so rough so fast and so demanding. Oh god. What's wrong with this guy. No, actually what's wrong with me. I kiss him back. Our hand all over each other. My hand on his neck then his chest then under his shirt feeling up the goodie yeah. That's when I realize his hand on my breast. Then I push him away. My face real hot. My heart is a mess by now.

' Oh, Lily. ' That's all he said before leaving me behind. That asshole.

When I walk downstairs, there's no one. I ask the maid, she said Benz got a phone call and dash out suddenly. Jay dude, kid away run back home. So it's only me eating dinner. I miss Debby and my Danny right now. We're talk often but still I miss his embrace so much.

After dinner, I shower and put on my crop top with satin shorts. Tonight, I watch Netflix in my room. I haven't finish my Vampire Diaries series yet. I'm in season 3 now. It's long way I know.

[knock knock ]

I heard knock from my balcony door. It startle me a little to be honest.

' Jay? '

' Yeah'

' Why not the front door? ' I ask while letting him in.

' Too lazy to walk. ' He sit on my bed looking at my laptop. ' Can I stay here hang out with you? ' He glance up at me briefly.

' Of course you can' Then he walk toward me and hug me tight. I hug him back.

' I'm sorry about earlier. I can't stop myself. '

' Me too. I know it's not fair of me pushing you like that. '

' Nah, I'm glad you did. Otherwise we may regret it by now. '

' mm hmm. ' Then we let go of each other to continue watching the movie.
We watch in comfortable silent beside few chit chat here and there. I don't know how long I'm out, until I feel someone pinch my cheek lightly.

' Lily ' Jay sit up and lay me flat on my back.

' hmm ' I said not open my eyes at all.

' I have to go now. It's pass midnight. Goodnight ' He kiss my check softly.

' Stay ' I cuddle up to his lap before he get out of my bed. It a long pause there. He is thinking hard.

' Watch where you touch Lily. ' he groan.

' Jay, I like touching you. ' I confess with a shrug.

' Oh, trust me. You have no idea what you get yourself into. '

' Stay please '

' Until you sleep '

' No, until morning. '

' Benz will kill me '

' No he won't '

' Babe, you don't know'

' Oh no more word, you stay. ' I pull him to lay next to me. I shift to sleep cuddling him real tight. He just chuckle at me before taking off his shirt and jean.

' Wait, what are you doing? ' I sit up abruptly feel my face getting hot.

' I can't sleep with tight clothes. ' he smirk at me. ' You're cute ' He pinch my cheek and hug me tight as he lay next to me.

' Night' I peck his lip lightly.

' Night ' he kiss my forehead.

Then we drift to sleep together. I like his warm. I like how honest we could be between us. I like how comfortable we feel with each other. I think relationships should be simple and happy with small things like these. I sleep so well. That's when I feel like wc, so I wake up to go pee. Instead I catch glimpses of Jay sitting by the window seat looking up the sky alone. He looks a bit sad there unlike the Jay during the day at all. I walk silently to him to look at what catch his eyes. It's the moon.

' Can't sleep? ' I ask standing behind his back still looking at the moon.

' Yeah, Kind of ' He responded not looking back at all.

' What wrong? ' I look at him this time.

' Nothing, Let sleep. ' He said looking at me briefly and walk toward the bed.

Maybe it's still hard to be simple and happy after all. I sigh before going to bathroom. We only know each other for 3 months . I shouldn't look too deep I guess.