I must be so exhausted that I black out as soon as my heard hit the pillows. I didn't even bother charging my phone. That's so me. This morning I wake up with my swollen eyes looking like alien. But the view is to die for. Oh my god. I could literally live here. I stand outside the balcony allowing the sunrise to hit on my skin. It feel great and warm. I stand there for a big while to appreciate my life for today. Whatever make me hurt can stay at the past.
After I get ready for the day, I decide to go sun bathing . I'm planing to tan today. A goods music, sea wave , a good book and me at the beach sound so much better. So I go to super to buy some picnic foods and drinks before heading to the beach.
My day has been nothing but healing. I left my phone charging back at the room. I never know a day without my phone or any tech could be so peaceful and healing. I think we start to appreciate things around us better without social media or internet.
I look back at my life for the last one years. It's around this time back then that I got into an accident. I would say, I learned a lot from that. I appreciate my family and the love that people give me way better.
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It's been few days since I stayed by the ocean . Now it's time for me to go back to reality. Benz and I, we've been texting and calling a lot during the last few days. My brother call me once time as well.
For that particular person, I block him away. I actually changed to new number. I don't trust myself enough to stay connect to him. When I thought finding out about Benz's girlfriend divasted me the most, I was wrong. It's when Jayden unexpected engagement that hit me real hard and cold at the spot. I still cry at night. Love at first sigh or whatever it called, I don't know but it hurt as hell.
Especially when we start to think we click really well with that person. When we believe, he could understand us even when we're in silent . That's when it hurt.
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Hi my favorite people. I know this is a very short chapter because I barely let you in to her interactions with others. This chapter solely sharing how lily feel about everything she confronted. Thanks for reading my story.
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