Psycho Love - Choi San (ATEEZ)

48 - Trap

After 3 days from the day I vent out my feelings to him, he still the same. This time, he never comes home at all or I could say I never see him this 3 days. I woke up and I saw breakfast already on the kitchen table.

I didn't have any appetite to eat this days but I tried to force myself to eat it for the sake of my babies. I look to my phone and still no messages or missed call from him. Is he ignoring me?

I started to think many negative things but I tried brush it off from my mind.

"Stay strong Y/N. You can face this.." I said while stroking my belly.

After eating the breakfast I took my phone again and wanted to call my grandma. I did told her last month about my pregnancy and she was super happy.

After the second ring she picked up the call. As I heard her voice on the line, my eyes already filled with tears. How I wish she was here with me so I can hug her and told my problems but I know it's wrong to tell her. My grandparents were already old and telling them about my problems and about what happened between San and me might not be healthy to their body.

I remembered when I was a kid. Anytime I had some problems my grandma will humming the song she taught me before I go to sleep and grandpa will tell many jokes on that day to make me forget my problems.

Near to end of our conversation, I failed to hold my tears anymore. My voice stuttered making her noticed something's wrong with my tone.

"Dear are you okay there? Are you crying?" Grandma asked with her worried voice.

I paused for a moment before speak again.

"I'm okay grandma. It just that I missed you so much. Can you humming the song to me grandma?" I tried to control my voice and smiled that she cannot see.

I really need her right now but I can't because of our distance. She then humming the song for a few minutes until I feel relax. I bid her goodbye and promised her one day I will visit them more longer than before.

I put the phone onto my chest and walked towards the balcony while seeing people walking on the streets. They are old, young, children and teenagers people. Some were walking with their friends, family or with their pets. I smiled a bit looking at them. It's one of way for me to forget about my problem with San.

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San was busy handling some projects and at the same time he still searching for the person who did that. Settling down all those agreement and paper works since morning really tiring him down. It was already lunch hour and he has no appetite to eat at all. His mind always thinking about Y/N. He was thinking whether he should explain the truth or not on what he did. He just wanna Y/N to have a good rest and not thinking about that matters anymore. That was why he wanted Y/N to stay only at home. He worries this kind of issues might stressed her out and it was not good for the babies.

He pulled out his phone and started to type something to Y/N but he hesitated. Is it proper to ask her only through messages? He was typing the messages and didn't get to tap the send button as he heard someone's knocking on his door.

"Come in" He said from inside of his office.

The door was opened and the person stepped into his room.

How surprised he was when he saw it's not his colleagues or any staff who entered here but it was Sara!

His eyes widening and his face becoming furious.

She stepped inside without feels embarrassed at all and stand in front of his desk.

"What are you doing here and how can you be here in my office?!" San's voice sounded high as he was not knowing why this girl suddenly pop out of nowhere coming to the company and brave enough to step into his office room.