Psycho Love - Choi San (ATEEZ)

40 - Hometown

I reached my hometown after long flight and distance from airport to here sure making my back cramped sitting to long in the taxi backseat.

The taxi driver help me to put down my boxes from the car's trunk. I brought many fruits, vegetables and clothes from London. I can't wait to give them. I thanked the taxi driver before he disappeared from my vision.

I put all my belongings in front of the front door before sneakily went in. Actually I didn't told them I will be back. I wanted to make it as a surprise.

I tip toed into the house and look for my grandma in the living room. I saw she was watching TV while knitting a cloth on her favourite chair. I quickly rushes to her and hugged her from behind.

"Oh my! Who is it?!" My grandma shouted as she tried to turned around.

"Tadaaaa... I'm homeee" I straighten my arm as if I was presenting myself.

"Y/N!! Is it you?!" Her eyes widen looking at me. I nodded and smiled.

"Come here my pretty girl.." He open her arms to have a hug and I quickly hugged her again. I can feel that my grandma was crying as I can feel her voice stuttered. I looked to her face and cupped her cheeks.

"Don't cry grandma. I'm here now. Sorry for not visiting you for too long" I tried to persuade her as I felt my voice was trembling too because of missing them so much.

My grandma hold my hands and kissed it. She must be missing me so much.

"Where's grandpa?" I asked.

"As usual. Always at his garden. He sure likes his vegetables than me" Grandma pouted.

"Awww... Grandma is jealous now haha.. No vegetables can challenge my beautiful grandma" I answered and stood up.

"Now let's go see you grandpa. He must be really surprise to see you're here" She said while heading to the back door.

I followed her to the garden and I saw grandpa. He was still strong to handle and plant his own garden until now despite her old age.

"Grandpaaa!!!" I shouted from a far while waving my hands.

His hoe slipped from his hand and falls to the ground. Probably too shocked seeing I'm here.

I ran to him and hugged him. My grandpa a little bit quiet than my grandma but he never got mad at me. Sometimes when his good mood comes, he always entertained me with his jokes.

"When did you reach here?" His eyes widen still surprised.

"Just now" I said while looking to his eyes. He softly patted my head.

"Oh grandpa, you must be liking what I brought here. I bought some fruits and vegetables from there" I continued.

He smiled and nodded.

"We get to taste vegetables from London tonight" He added making me smiles.

"But yours more delicious" I pointed to his vegetables plant at his garden.

We giggled as I mentioning that. Truthfully, during my childhood time I always eating most of the fruits and vegetables that my grandpa and grandma planted at their big garden here. Now that I'm here, it sure makes me craving it more.

That night, we talked a lot on many things. My grandma served me my favourite apple pie that she baked this evening. It took not to long for me to finish it

"Well Y/N.. Now that you talk about your work.. How about your boyfriend" My grandma asked.

I nearly choked while chewing the apple pie.

"Ermmm nothing grandma..I don't have one" I stuttered.

I don't know why at that moment I felt my answer is not convincing. Suddenly his face appear on my mind. Am I liking him?

"I knew you lied Y/N. I took care of you since young. Everytime you're nervous or didn't wanted to answer honestly you will stutter and didn't look into my eyes" She chuckled.

My grandpa nodded as agreeing with what my grandma said.

"I'm not sure grandma. Perhaps one day I can give you the answer? " I said.

"Aww don't feel guilty my girl. We didn't forcing you but actually we indeed hope to see you with someone or probably get married someday. Sometimes I discussed with your grandpa that we wish to see you to have your own children one day" She explained casually. My grandpa nodded as usual.

"Children??" My eyes widen.

I can see the grins on their face. They really wish it to be happened. They really wanna me to have a happy life.

"Doesn't it too soon?" I asked them.

My grandpa chuckled and my grandma shook her head.

"Nothing's too soon my dear. When your grandpa and me got married, I was only 15 at that time" She explained and giggled.

My eyes widen hearing that. I don't know what to said. Time is different now and then but somehow the matter that my grandparents wanted me to get married hit my heart.

That night I went to bed while thinking on what grandma said. I don't know why Choi San face kept replaying in my mind.

"Oh my.. Children with him?? Is it possible?? Wait! We are not in relationship but why his face kept popping up in my mind?! Why only him that I think I can have children with? Why not anyone else?" I mumbled to myself while my legs keep kicking the blanket.

I felt my face hot and my heart racing too fast.

Oh my... How can I sleep tonight..
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I told my grandma on the tomorrow night after the day I reached here that I will be here for 1 week because she asked me am I staying here for good or what. My grandma expression look gloomy when I told her but then she forced a smile. I knew 1 week is too short for them even for me. If possible, I wanna spend my time here for a month! But because of many work datelines in this month, I can only spend one week at here.

That morning I was preparing breakfast with my grandma. We had some pancakes with blueberry and strawberries on top of it. I didn't realised it's been 4 days I'm here. Time sure flies fast. I felt heavy to leave this place so soon. Somehow, this place always makes me feel ease.

I went to my room for a while after finishing my breakfast and look to my phone. He didn't texted me. Why am I thinking of him? Is is because of work?

"You sure dreams a lot Y/N thinking he will texting you" I mumbled to myself.

Now that I'm here, suddenly I remembered about my old workplace. The one that contain happy, sad and pain between me and him. Choi's mansion.

I wonder if I can visit there today. It's been a long time I didn't see Ommoni.

I told my grandma not too wait for me for lunch or dinner because I didn't knew what time I will be home as I will go to Choi's mansion this morning. It sure very far away from here to go there. It took about 3 hours to reach there from my hometown.

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The taxi reached in front of the mansion and luckily the gate is not closed.

I stand in front of the front door porch and my face look around the area. It sure making me thinking about my memories at here.

I remembered when I got here on the first day to receive the job. Then, introduced to San and look for him for those 3 months. Then, Yunho got here too and I left San here afterwards. Somehow I felt nostalgic with this place.

I didn't realised I stared at the front door for too long until I heard familiar voice calling me from behind.

"Missing someone?" A voice sounded from my back.

I turned around to look at the person and my eyes widen as I see him. My heart beats as it's going to explode in no time!

"How did he get here??!"