Wandering Heart | YoonJinKook ✔️

15. Regret

Seokjin's Pov:

I couldn't stop scrubbing my skin. I can't believe I had allowed that to happen. I felt sick to my stomach and disgusted with myself.

I was supposed to be working on my marriage, yet here I was, only making things worst.

I closed my eyes and almost vomited as I recall everything that had happened.

Flashback

Yoongi's eyes widen as Jin kissed him. He never expected it. He looked at Jin and smirked when he pulled away.

"I-" before Jin had a chance to finish his sentence. Yoongi clashed their body together and kissed Jin, lifting him in his arms and carrying him over to his desk.

Moving things to the side as he put Jin down to sit.

"We shouldn't," Jin mutters, feeling out of breath.

"We shouldn't what?" Yoongi questions pressing his lips against Jin's. While his fingers found their way to Jin's shirt and lift it up.

Jin moaned into the kiss and pulled away.

"I- I am married."

Yoongi didn't respond he only rolled his eyes and unbuttoned his jeans, "If you are out of here in five seconds I'll forget about all of this, but if you stay, it means you want this as much as I do."

Jin swallowed and looked at Yoongi, who was stepping out of his pants. His heart was racing. He knew what he needed to do, but he ended up doing the opposite as he lifts his shirt over his head and throws it onto the floor, making Yoongi smile.

"That's what I thought. Now, take off your pants too." Yoongi says and walks around to his desk, opening the second drawer where he takes out a condom and small plastic tube of lube.

When he returned to where Jin was on the desk, he frowned, seeing him still in his pants.

"I- I don't know if I can."

"I'm not forcing you to do anything. The door is right there if you want to leave."

Jin looked towards the door and back and Yoongi cursing underneath his breath as he was hoping Yoongi would ask him to go.

He slid off the desk and unzipped his pants, taking it off and kicking it where his shirt was.

He had never felt more naked than he was in the current moment watching Yoongi look him over.

Yoongi licked his lips and tore the condom paper open and rolled the condom onto his member.

Jin stood there, watching him as his heartbeat fast. He was fighting with the thoughts in his head versus what his body wanted.

Not giving much time to process anything. Yoongi picked Jin up and places him back onto the desk, kissing him intensely. Jin kissed him again, all while his mind was racing with thoughts.

He gasped when Yoongi pushed him to lay down onto the desk and pulled his body forward.

"You are so beautiful." Yoongi takes his hand and rubs it over Jin's body, stroking his member as he lifts his legs, spreading them open and squeezing some lube at Jin's entrance.

Jin shifted on the table at the feeling, and he lifts his head to look at Yoongi, but whimpers as a finger enter into him, making him drop his head back.

As Yoongi worked his fingers into Jin, stretching him open. Panic came over Jin as he realized for the first time in his life he was having someone else besides his husband touch him,  but before he could say anything, Yoongi's fingers pressed into his prostate, making moan out loud and buck his hips forward.

"Shhh, someone might hear you," Yoongi whispered and rubbed his hands over Jin's nipples as he positioned himself at his entrance.

His hands slide down to Jin's waist, gripping it as he pushes the tip of his member into Jin.

Jin's stomach sinks in, and he arches his back off the desk and struggles not to moan out loud. He was breathing slowly as small whimpering sounds leaves his lips.

As Yoongi pushes deeper into him, he gripped onto Yoongi's arm, squeezing it.

Yoongi couldn't believe what was happening as he waited for Jin to adjust to him before he started moving.

The man he had a crush on from the moment he had seen him was now beneath him, whimpering and enjoying his slow and steady thrust into him.

He knew Jin was married, but it didn't take a genius to realize he wasn't happy, and he had no problem with filling the gaps Jin's husband lacked to fill.

Yoongi usually enjoyed rough sex, he wasn't a lovemaking kind of guy, but with how fragile Jin looked to him, he took it slow, thrusting in and out of him as he stroked his member, making sure Jin was feeling pleasure and enjoying their moment together.

When Jin came into his hands, he brought his finger to his lips and sucked them off surprising Jin.  It didn't take him long after for him to explode into the condom.

He rode out his orgasm and then pulled out of Jin as he went soft.

As Yoongi went to the trash to remove the condom, Jin sat up in a panic, instantly feeling dirty and disgusted with himself for what he had done.