Recovering McKenzy

Chapter 2 Recovery

    2 month later McKenzie:

   Its been a month since Shawn raped me and things have been rough. I told my mom and Jace and they insisted on pressung charges but I refused. My dad still doesn't know. I'm just trying to get myself together. I broke things off with Shawn. He didn't take things well. It started off as him blowing up my phone, then he began showing up at my house and trying to talk to me at school. My mom called the police once and he hasn't been back since.

I've been having nightmares about the accident and it seems like I'm drowning in depression. I haven't been going to school. Jace just brings my assignments and other things.  My mom has been trying to get my to go to therapy or talk to someone but I just wanna get rid of the memory. I would've never though that Shawn would do something so cruel to me. A week after the accident I found out Shawn had been messing around with his ex Chelsea almost a month before. Chelsea was Shawn's girlfriend before me and they had broken up because she moved away. Her dad got a new job in Texas. I always had a feeling that he still had feelings for her but I always pushed it away. I guess I should've known. My mom tried to tell me but I didn't listen. No sense in feeling sorry now.

   Its Sunday afternoon and I'm in my room laying down staring at my ceiling just thinking about my life. My mom is in her room watching TV probably on her phone with my aunt Jenn. All they do is gossip about people but its cool cause I do the same. My phone started ringing and I answer without looking at the caller ID.

" Hello" I said into the phone. Nobody says anything and I say hello again " I'm about to hang up" I say.

" Wait..... Ken" says the very familiar voice. I gasp and my heart starts beating fast as hell and I couldn't breath. The line goes uncomfortably silent as his deep voice come back.

" Are you still there Ken?" He says. I say nothing.

" Ken I know your there, listen I just wanna talk to you" he sighs.

" Ken are you listening" I feel my anger rising.

" TALK!!" I yell into the phone.

" I want to apologize to you for everything. I didn't mean to take things so far. When said you wanted to break up I lost my cool and didn't know how to react. I love you with everything that I have and couldn't understand why you would say that" he says and I huff into the phone.

" You couldn't take the fact that I wasn't giving it up. I know you were fucking around with that hoe Chelsea while we were together. Don't you think that's fucked up! You fucking her and then turn around trying to fuck me too! That's stupid as hell you just couldn't wait" I yelled into the phone while hot tears rolled down my cheeks breathing heavily.

" All I called to say was sorry I really do love you and hope we can pick up the pieces to our relationship" I laughed at him.

" Fuck you, fuck this relationship, and fuck that bald mouth bitch Chelsea! Goodbye and don't call me anymore." I hung up the phone feeling a since of peace and relief. I picked up the phone and called Jace.

" Hello" she said sounding bored.

" Bitch we need to talk meet me at the park" I said getting up and putting on some tights and a shirt and my shoes. I brushed my teeth washed my face and went in my moms room. She was laying down watching TV.

" Did you hear that" I ask she nods her head yes and I sigh.

" You were right and I'm sorry for not listening to you sooner' I say feeling stupid. My mom jumps from the bed hugging me.

" Don't feel bad its just another lesson you have to learn in life bunny" she kissed my forehead.

" I'm going to meet Jace at the park I'll be home later but not too late" I say she says okay and goes back to what she was doing. I grab my keys and walk out the door.