Some people gives unlimited chances,specially when they love that person.
Some don't give.
They say that chances will prove if the person who wants it will change.
But what if,you give chances but they don't still change?
Will you still give him/her a chance?
Well,in her story.Not only once or twice,but unlimited.She gave him unlimited chances.Why?Because she loves him,so much.
She is Faith,and this is her story.
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I'm scrolling through my newsfeed when a notification pop-in.I checked it and saw a friend request from a boy whom I didn't know.Before accepting it,I stalked him first.After a minute of stalking,I accepted his friend request.
I didn't know that on that one request.Our story will start.
I'm busy looking memes when I accidentally reacted on his post-the one who sent me friend request.I was about to remove it when suddenly a chat head pop-up.
I checked it and saw that it's his message.
"Hi,ang hina mo naman."
He chatted,making me smirk.It seems that this person wants to flirt with me.I let him then,let's see who will fall first Paul.
After replying on his chat,our convo continued.We're on a same school,same grade level but different section.He confessed to me saying he loves me on that short period of time.It was so quick,who would believe him?But I played with him anyway.
Months have passed,we have an mutual understanding.Changing of accounts but no label.So I don't have the right to be jealous for those girls he always chats.
One day,when I open his account.I saw this message from one girl.When I read it,I was hurt.I told this to my bestfriend.I am hurting with our set-up.I told him that I want to stop,that I will leave him.But he threatened me,he threatened me that he will end his life the moment I'll leave him.
I am scared,ofcourse.Who wouldn't?When we have problems,I always tell this to my bestfriend.She says that I should let him go.But he want another chance,to prove himself.So I didn't listen to my bestfriend,I gave him chance.
But there was no change.He's still the same.I want to give up,badly.I want to let go,but something's stopping me.Fear stops me from leaving him,fear that he will do that suicide thing.
So I chose to stay,even tho it hurts.I stay even tho I'm tired.I always give him chances.Unlimited chances,because I love him.They say second chance is enough to prove yourself.But in his case,second chance is not enough.
I thought I love him,yes I thought.But I don't.I just woke up one day,realizing that I'm just used to his presence.Yes,it confused me.But I chose to stay.I don't know.My feelings was so messed up.
So I deactivated my account,I gave time to myself to fix my feelings.To be enlightened.Then I realized,I was right.It's not love,I'm just used to him.To his presence.So I talked to him.
I told him my feelings.He cannot accept it.He doesn't want to believe me.But I still left.It hurts,because I always remember him.But I am slowly accepting it.
I guess it became a lesson to the both of us.That chances will make a person change.No,if the person wants to change themselves,they will change for you.
I guess unlimited chances are not enough to change a one person.It needs love,and changes needs to do voluntarily.
A love with unlimited chances is not enough.May it be a lesson to the both of us.
