"Please...don't leave me.." I cried as I beg her, begging her to stay for the second time.
She always leaves me, I'm always being left alone. For the second time in our relationship, she'll gonna leave me.
It hurts seeing your favorite person leaving you, with no particular reason.
And because you love them, sometimes you'll let them go, but sometimes.....
You will beg, beg them to stay.
Ironic isn't it? They will show up in your lives and then when you're attached to them, they'll just leave you like you'll not gonna hurt.
I dom't care if I sound desperated but what will I do? I love her, so much.
My life's a mess, but ever since she came, all things falls on its right places.
I don't know what am I gonna do if she'll leave me. The first time she left is when she goes to the other country to achieve her goals and then she came back like nothing happened. She won me back and now... she'll leave me again? Funny.
"I'll be good, just don't leave me please?" I said as tears streaming down from my face, I know it's absurd. A man? Crying for a girl? Begging for a girl to stay? Yeah, laughy at me I don't care.
"You know this means so much to me, James. This is my dreams, I promise I'll do good so I can come here as soon as possible. Just please, understand me this time." She said to me while crying also.
"Can't I come, Ruth? Just let me come with you, last time you left, it almost kill me, darling. Please? Huwag mo naman akong iwan oh." I can't even recognize my voice because of so much crying.
I beg her even tho people make fun of me.
I beg her even tho I know she won't listen.
I beg her even tho I know that I'll look stupid.
I did everything to make her stay, but still...
She left, for the second time.
She left me crying under the starry night.
I guess I'll wait again, for the second time.
It's okay, I know it's okay even tho it's not.
*3 years later.
I'm still waiting for her to come back home.
I'm still holding on her promise even tho I don't know if she'll fulfill it.
I am scrolling through my phone, looking at her pictures posted on her account.
She's still the same, long hair, kissable lips, perfect curve, brown eyes and those sweet smiles. She's still my Ruth. I miss her so much, I miss my Ruth. Wait, is she still mine?
I kept scrolling on her timeline when suddenly a message appear.
It was her! She messaged me! I'm so happy that I don't know what to do.
I clicked her message and read it.
'I'm going home, darling. Wait for me.'
That's her message that makes my heart jumped in joy.
She'll travel now and by tommorow I'm going to fetch her.
Because of so much happiness, I decided to take a walk outside. The moon is so bright today, what a beautiful sight.
I went to the park where we first met. Where everything between us started. I reminisce those memories with her. Thinking of our happy moments together while looking at the starry night.
My reminiscing stops when my phone starts ringing.
It was her Mom. I answered the call thinking that she will tell me a good news.
But as soon as I heard what she said, I think my heart stopped beating. Did I hear it right? It can't be.
The plane where she is crashed.
No, it can't be. Why? Why are these things happening to me?
I don't know what to feel. She's so unfair.
She's so good at leaving.
She always leaves me.
She left me again, for the third time.
But this time.... she won't be back.
She'll leave permanently.
I will never see her again.
She left me again and again.
She left me alone....
Under the starry night...
