Not all couples has a happy ending.Just like us,our story has a lot of ups and downs.Problems comes on our way,enemies tried to seperate us.They want us to give up our own battle.But we fought,we gave our best.But maybe destiny is our main enemy here.She let us meet but not destined to each other.After fighting our battle,we decided to let go.
My name is Elona,I have a boyfriend named Genesis.And this is our battle.
I'm a Grade 10 student when I met Gen,I had a crush on him.I did all the corniest thing in this earth just to get his attention.After months of pursuing him,we both enter on a relationship.
Our first month of being couple was smooth.No problems,no fighting,no enemies.It's perfect,up to the following months.
We build memories,we exactly knew each other.We're comfortable,nothing-no one can seperate us.Our relationship was perfect,no hindrances.We thought that everything will fall into it's right place.
We celebrated our anniversary on a restaurant.We're happy,very happy.We laughed,talked,and pissed each other on that day.He surprised me and we exchanged gifts.Everything seems surreal,it seems perfect.I'm so happy on that day.We committed to each other.We want to spend our lives with each other.We already planned for the future.Getting ready,preparing for the right time.
But it seems that destiny don't agree with us.
After celebrating our anniversary,Gen was involved into an accident.He was bumped by a car.It happened after he drived me home.
After receiving his mother's message,my body became cold.My mind went blank,shock and nervousness are evident on my face.I felt numb,I don't want to believe it.
But I checked it on my own,I went to the hospital to see if his Mom was telling the truth.Then I saw him,my love.Lying on a hospital bed,blood flows from his body,unconscious.I don't know what to feel,I want to cry.But I chose to comfort his Mom,I became strong for his Mom.
I'm hurting,but I know his Mom is hurting too,deeply than me.I let his Mom to lean on me.Every day,I'm praying that he'll be okay.He's in coma right now.The accident gave a big impact to him.I pray that someday he will open his eyes.I'm silently crying every night thinking why did it go wrong.Why did it happen?We are happy,We even prepared for the future.Then suddenly,this accident happened.
After months of waiting for him to wake up,he finally did.But his body is so weak.So,we let him rest for a week.I thought things will be good right now.
But it seems that destiny wants to play with us.
After checking his body,they found out that Gen has a leukemia.The moment I heard this,I badly want to give up.It seems that destiny don't want us to be happy.I want to blame God,but I can't.After all,He's the reason that I met the man I love.
We did not gave up,we stay on the hospital.Gen undergo an operations,he takes medicines.He listened to the advices of his doctor.We fought this battle together.We did not give up,we put our faith in Him.We're patiently waiting for the day that he'll recover.
After months of recovering,taking medicines,undergoing operations,praying to God,fighting our battle,holding on his life.Genesis died,on the day of our anniversary.
It hurts,so much.He let go,he gave up on our battle.He didn't hold on.I don't know what to do.The man I love died,because his body can't take it anymore.First,he was involved into an accident.Then after that,we found out that he has leukemia.I cannot accept it.
I always think that it's only a dream,so I wanted to wake up.But unfortunately,it's not.We didn't blame God.We chosed to accept it.
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Years passed since Genesis died.He's still on my heart,I don't want to replace him.Today is the day of our anniversary,the day he was involved into an accident,and the day he died.
I visited him today on a cemetery.As I placed the flowers I was holding on to his tomb,the wind suddenly blew.Thinking that he's hugging me.I reminisced our bittersweet memories and talked to him like he still alive.
I smiled bitterly,I remembered the words I said before he closed his eyes.
"Quédate,mi amor."
Yes,he did that.He's now in my heart,staying forever.
