'Scrolling through my cellphone for the 20th time of day,'
I'm at the park right now, waiting for you. Ilang beses ko ng tinignan ang cellphone ko, malapit ng magmadaling araw.
'Reading the text you sent me again,though I memorized it anyway.'
Kanina pa ako naghihintay rito.
'Meet me at the park Kyazaline, exactly 11:30.'
'Yan ang sinabi mong oras sa akin, pero ilang minuto na akong nakatunganga rito. Nagawa ko ng kabisaduhin ang message mo, darating ka pa ba Kinoah?
Ilang minuto lang ay natanaw na kita, it was exactly 12:45.
'It was an afternoon in December,when it reminded you of the day,'
Naghahanda ako para sa party mamaya, engagement kasi ni Cassiopeia at Lance at naimbitahan tayong dumalo.
Naalala ko ang sinabi mo sa akin kahapon. Hindi ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko sa'yo, hindi ko inaasahan na 'yon ang sasabihin mo sa akin.
'When we bumped into each other but you didn't say hi 'cause I looked away.'
Pabalik na ako sa mesa noon nang mabangga kita, ang gwapo mo sa suot mo ngayon. Gusto kitang batiin pero umiwas na lang ako ng tingin at nilampasan ka bago ka pa makapagbitiw ng salita.
'And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life,'
Pinagsisisihan ko ang gabing iyon, sana pala sinabi ko na ang totoo sa iyo. Hindi ko naman alam na hindi na pala kita makakasama noon,aalis ka na pala.
'And maybe I haven't moved on since that night.'
Gabi-gabi akong umiiyak sa pag-asang babalik ka pa. Kung sanang alam ko lang na aalis ka na pala, sana sinabi ko na sa'yo ang totoo.
'Cause it's 12:51,and I thought my feelings were gone,'
Naalala ko pa noong nakipagkita ka sa akin sa park, napakasaya ko noon.
You confessed to me, you said that you love me. Hindi ko nasabing parehas tayo ng nararamdaman dahil nahihiya ako sa'yo, hindi ko kasi inaasahan na magugustuhan mo rin ako.
'But I'm lying on my bed,thinking of you again.'
Lagi kitang naiisip, kung kinausap ba kita nang gabing 'yon at inamin ko yung feelings ko aalis ka pa ba? Iiwan mo pa ba ako?Regret, that's what I feel right now.
'And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight,'
Napakaliwanag ng buwan ngayon, kung hindi ka lang umalis, sabay nating panonoorin ito.
Hindi ko namalayan na umiiyak na naman pala ako, babalik ka pa ba mahal ko?
'Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on,any longer.'
Baby, I guess I will let you go now. Thank yoy for those memories we shared together. I guess this is a goodbye, a permanent one.
Hindi ko na kayang kumapit pa, mahal. Nawa'y maintindihan mo sana.
You're moving on now, to heaven.
It was 12:51 when you confessed to me and it's also 12:51 when you died because of a car accident.
Why are you so unfair, my love? You didn't even bother to give me a chance to say my feelings toward you.
I guess, I will also let go of this unsaid feelings.
'Til we meet at 12:51,my love.'
