The Nerd is The Campus Gangster (COMPLETED)

Chapter 12

I don't have a mood right now. I don't know why. When I arrived at the parking lot I immediately saw Asher who looks incredibly handsome and the other side, he looks worried of something? Did I guess it right? His brown eyes saw me and then I was shocked dahil nakapulupot na ang mga braso niya sakin. It felt so warm. I feel like I'm safe between his arms.

But I don't want to be marupok kaya bahagya kong inalis ang pagkakayakap niya sakin. He seems like he doesn't notice it.

He looked at me with worry "Did you kill them?" He asked. Didn't it obvious?

"Yes..." Walang ganang sagot ko.

"Diba sabi ko isama mo ako?"
Di ko na lang siya sinagot, naiinis lang ako lalo sa kanya. "Alam mo bang nag-alala ako sayo Irish!" He screamed so loud, and I feel like even outside the lot can hear his stupid voice! Wow!  Should I say 'thankyou' because you care for me? The heck I care about you? I promised myself that I won't let you use me.

I ignored him and was about to enter the car when he gripped my arm tight and make me look at him. His eyes is full of anger. Halos manlisik na ang mata niya dahil sa sobrang sama nitong tumingin.
Pero, hindi ako nagpatalo. I looked at him with cold stare.

"What's the problem, trish? Do we have a problem? Did I said something that makes you mad? Please, don't be mad.." I'm nod?t mad! I'm not even jealous. What the heck is wrong with me!?

"Wala.." I simply answered that makes him sighed.

"If that's the case, then why? Why are you acting that way? If we have a problem, baby. Tell me please.. or may nagawa ba akong mali? I can't stand without you speaking to me. I might lose my mind."

I whispered. 'Then lose your mind.. Asshole.'

"We don't have a problem." I even raised my voice. "Can we just go home? I'm tired, wala akong panahon makipagsabayan sayo.." he smiled sadly, parang hinaplos ang puso ko ng makita ang malungkot niyang mga mata. Am I too harsh?

Pagkasabi ko non binitawan na niya ako. "Okay, we'll go home as you want. But, are you okay?" Yan na naman yung tanong niya sinabi ko nang oo ehh.

"Yes, nga!" I said angrily.

Pumasok na kami sa kotse, walang umiimik dahil ang  akward maayado. binuksan ko na lang ang radio niya sa kotse. At ang kanta ay hello, sakto pa talaga. Pinaglalaruan ata ako neto!

Hello from the other side

I must've called a thousand times

To tell you I'm sorry

For everything that I've done

Ngumuwi ako. Maya maya ay bumuntong hininga na din si asher.

Pagdating namin sa bahay di ko na siya pinansin at umakyat na lang ng kwarto pagkahiga ko sa kama bumuhos na lahat ng luhang iniingatan ko mula pa kanina. Grabe ansakit sakit bat kung kelan nahulog na ako tsaka ko malalaman to? Sabagay para maiwasan ko na siya. Pero di ko maiwasang hindi masaktan ehh sobrang sakit.

Why does my tears won't stop falling! Please stop! I immediately wiped my tears when I heard a knock from my door. I'm sure it's asher but can I face him after what happened earlier?

I opened the door, pero maliit lang ang binuksan ko. Mamula mula pa ang mata at ang pisngi ko which is halatant umiyak ako.

"Why did you cry? Who makes my baby cry?" Ikaw, ikaw lang naman ang kaya akong paiyakin ng ganto.