The Nerd is The Campus Gangster (COMPLETED)

Chapter 14

Is it bad to be inlove? Am I not allowed.l to be happy? Is it because I'm a girl? This is the first time I got attached to someone like this. All I want is to be love by someone.

"Miss, I can now understand why miss stacey feel so insecure about you, sobrang ganda niyo po. Napakaganda ng mga mata mo, perpekto ang ilong mo at mapupula ang mga labi mo." I can't help but to smile. This is the first time I got praised by someone who's younger than me. "But, I can see in your eyes that you're sad. Why po?" She looks so worried.

"I'm not. Wala naman kasi talagang dahilan para maging masaya ehh. I love someone... But I already know that he can't love me back. He was just using me.. And you know what hurts the most? Na mas maganda pa ako don sa babae niya." I laughed.

She smiled sadly. "Nararamdam po kita, Ganyan din po ako non. Pero ako, tinalikuran po niya. He left me after knowing who's my family.."

"Do you mind If I ask why?"

"Ah he hates my family. I don't know what my family did to him but he really hates them to core. So, when he knew that I am part of that family, he left me and even posted our video making out, and when my family heard that news they got mad at me, they even said that they're disappointed at me.." She laughed while crying.

"Hindi po ba ako pwedeng maging masaya? Masama po bang mahalin siya? Sometimes I wish sana hindi ko lang siya nakilala, para hindi ako nasasaktan ng ganto. But I know there's a reason why all of this happened."

I hugged her. "Walang mali sayo. Siya ang may mali dahil pinakawalan niya ang isang katulad mo. Hindi man kita matagal na nakasama o kilala, I know you have a good heart and that's what the most important of all.. Wag mong hayaang tapak tapakan ka nila. Is that the reason why you join the gang?"

"Opo. I want to be strong like kuya justine. Pero tignan niyo po ang nangyari sakin.."

"Do you want me to help you filling case for them? They fucking raped you!" I said nonchalantly.

"Hindi na po, they were all dead naman na po ehh. Tsaka pag nagsumbong po tayo, baka malaman pa nila na ikaw ang may gawa non at tuluyan ka ng matunton nila kuya justine." Oo nga pala, hindi ko manlang naisip yon. Pero wala naman akong pake don.

"Hindi po kita kilala pero alam ko pong may dahilan ka kung bakit mo sila pinagtataguan, Wala po ako sa posisyon tanungin yon and I respect you po.."

"Thankyou.. Come'on you'll get a cold if we don't go na, it's getting late.." I hold her hand and notice how it warms when my hand covers her.

"May napansin po talaga ako e, walang wala po si mam stacey sa inyo." Yes, It was obvious. I'm brave and I can protect my self, while she? She always depend on the gang. She can't literally protect her self.

"Kasi diba duwag siya?" I said and laughed.

"Opo ehh, hindi nga po nun kayang lumaban ehh. Nagyayabang lang po yun dito dahil andyan ang grupo." Sabi na ehh, ampanget non kasi parang wala kang kayang gawin!

The way she walks make me stop. "Are you okay? Can you walk?"

"Opo.." She smiled warmly.
"Halika na." At niyaya na siya sa labas.