The Day I//Seungmin X Reader

Chapter 10

its been 3 months now and every day is a struggle 2 months ago Jun turned 7. he's getting taller too. I just wish Seungmin was here to watch him grow. Jun visits his uncle every so often. and me and Chan stay in touch. I still live in the same apartment, but Seungmin still doesn't know who I am.

I tried being in his life for the first 2 weeks but it just hurt so much to know him when he knew nothing about me. and I couldn't bring myself to be around him like that. preventing him from having a fulling life. 

but it hurts just being away from him even though he just lives upstairs. I don't know if it's cause of the hormones from being pregnant, or the fact that I really miss him and I'd kill just to be able to hold him in my arms like we used to every day before the incident, but I start to tear up at the thought of him, and it happens so often I have been buying more tissues

he's all I can think about when I fall asleep and when I wake up.

I just got home from seeing Jun off seeing as the bus had arrived. I put my keys down and went to the kitchen, grabbing an apple before going to my room to grab the novel I was reading

I never did find out the gender of my baby, I figured I'd just find out when they came. it's been a difficult pregnancy seeing as I have so many aches and pains and its so hard to get around. that's why I can't drive Jun to school no more

the doctors kept carrying me for a while, I go in for check-ups a lot cause they say it seems like the child might come earlier than most. but I just hit 6 months almost 2 weeks ago, so If I have the child now they will be completely fine which calms my anxiety a little bit

I was about to sit back down on the couch, but at that moment my eyes widened as I felt what I've been fearing for the last month...

My water broke...

I place a hand on my stomach as I felt the contractions start. I slowly walk a bit further to grab my phone, I called 911 first, telling them what's going on before I called Chan

"Hello?" he asked when he picked up "yeah, I'ma need you to pick up Jun," I said in English, not caring for Korean at the moment. "Why?" he asked in English

"the baby's coming Chan!" I said breathlessly. just then the doorbell rang. "it's open!" I yelled as I screamed in pain "Y/n? It's me Seungmin" he said with concern in his voice, oh God, he has the worst timing. "Living room" I shouted.

soon his face coming into view as I looked at my phone I noticed Chan hung up. wow. brother of the year

"hey, Seungmin" I said wincing at the pain. "Y/n I came to tell you- what's wrong?!" he asked concerned as he saw me, leaning against a wall, sweating and one of my hands holding my stomach "I'm in labor, but you were saying?" I said controlling my breathing

"that can wait. we need to get you to the hospital!" he exclaimed moving closer to me, "no! I'm fine, help should be here soon!" I exclaimed not wanting to be around him, I'm already in a lot of pain, I don't need my heart hurting too

"I'll stay with you till they come" he said placing a hand on my lower back and another on my arm closest to him, guiding me to lay on the couch. then he left for a moment before coming back with some towels. he places his hand in mine

"Squeeze as hard as you need to" he said with a soft smile and that's when a tear fell from my eye. it hurts to be around him when he might never remember me again. he took his other hand and wiped away the tears that rolled down my face as I looked into his eyes.

then there it was another flash of pain and I'm gripping hard onto Seungmin's hand as I push. 

"you're going to be okay, just keep pushing babe!" he said placing a soft kiss on my forehead before we delivered the child. 

I was sweating and out of breath when he wrapped the child in a towel. I was too tired I didn't realize his actions before or the sweet words.

he smiled at me after looking away from the child. "it's a beautiful baby girl! Jun got his wish" he said as he handed me the child, I moved aside on the couch, patting the spot beside me. he laid beside me, his arms wrapped around me as we admire the child.

"wait how did you know Jun wanted a sister?" I asked with curiosity as I remember his words and actions a few minutes prior. he leaned forward, placing his lips on mine softly, God how I've missed those lips. within a couple of seconds, he pulled away with a soft smile just then I heard the sirens outside. "cause I remember everything" was all he said and before I knew it tears were falling from my eyes. "I'm so happy" I said with a sniffle as he wiped my tears away.

"I feel like this would be a great time to ask if you'd marry me" he spoke lowly so he wouldn't disturb the child. just then the paramedics walked in, a stretcher with them. they load me and my child up as Seungmin holds my hand.

right before we went into the elevator, which sadly didn't have enough room for Seungmin. Seungmin yells to me right before the doors shut "so what do you say?" he asked "yes! I will marry you Kim Seungmin!" I said and right before the door shut I the biggest smile appear on his face

    

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I updated a day early cause I gots work tomorrow and will forget. I'm sure y'all dont mind, right?