•Psychopath• Michael Clifford A.U.

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Marina's POV

*2 weeks later

Michael and I have been talking more and we are really close now. 

He has been coming over a lot this week, but what's weird is that Sophia and Mia only come around when he isn't there. and they havent been being very nice either. mia has been calling me fat for the past 2 weeks and now its almosta daily routine to throw up every time i eat, or i just dont eat at all. sophia just laughs at me and calls me names. its like theyre becoming the bullies, just at home. i dont even think they are my friends anymore. they call me nasty things and make me feel like shit all the time. the worst part about us three not getting along is that they never go away when i want them to. I yell at them and say "GO AWAY" and they just laugh at me or tell me no. 

at school, the bullies are getting worse and that means my emotions are getting worse. i have been cutting every night and smoking a lot more lately. oh and  speaking of smoking, michael smokes too. he said he has a reason but doesnt want to tell me yet, and I am okay with that because i havent told him my reasoning either. 

Michael's POV

over the past two weeks, i have been the happiest i have been in a long time. I am still depressed at night and when im alone. so basically when i am not with her. marina i mean. she is just so great. I think im starting to have feelings for her, but im obviously not going to tell her that. she probably doesnt even like me back. 

I have continued my cutting though. and smoking. i havent really stopped anything. I cant honestly. 

Skip doesnt like marina. 

I seen it coming, but i hate how hes now being mean. 

its like we arent even friends anymore.

i want him to leave me alone but every night he comes into my room and just reminds me how worthless i am . 

i know im worthless, i just ahte hearing it all the time. 

skip just points out all of my flaws and that makes me cut, and smoke. plus the bullies at school. 

i dont even know anymore.

it feels like the only person keeping me alove is marina. 

if i loose her, i dont know if i would even want to be alive anymore.

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im thinking about deleting it or something because i only have one reader and i just feel like this just really shitty. 

idk though..

and btw this was quickly written and has absolutlely no editing.