The things I do to get to you

Chapter 19

Y/n's pov

I have been for the last 3 days without allowing anyone to come because I wanted everything in my head to calm down. I wanted everything to go back to normal. Today i finally took the courage to do that. I prepared the house and it seemed like i was never there. I firstly went to sway and said how sorry I was. Griffin explained that he was sorry and his was not ad at me as it was not my fault. Then kouver came and picked me up. The whole ride me and her caught up and i told her so many times sorry. She told me that everyone in the hype house wanted me back so bad and i kind of felt bad.

After what seemed forever we were there and i was shaking. Kouver went in and then after a while she pulled me in and told everyone to come down. Within minutes everyone came to me. "I-I'm s-sorry" I said as i fell in the floor crying. Everyone came to me except from Ryland. He didn't even come down the stairs. They all told me he hasn't come out of his room since i left. Dixie said sorry to me and we were okay and me and Nick are friends and we decided not to do t/hat again nor drink alcohol. I excused myself and made my way to Ryland's room. I knocked on the door. "GO AWAY CHASE I ALREADY TOLD YOU I DON'T WANNA GO OUT" he screamed angrily which made me kind of scared. The things I said came back to me. But i stepped in anyway. He was looking out of the window. " Look Ryland I'm sorry okay, I regret everything". He realised who it was and turned around to face me. There was silence for bit. Then he came up to me and hugged me still not saying anything.

" I'm sorry too but can we please talk about it?" I agreed and we both promised that we won't do something like this again but we are not back together. I asked him about us and he just told me that he felt numb, and to be honest I couldn't feel anything too. It is like I can't even if i want to feel something for him. Something like a defence.

Ryland's pov

To be honest i really missed Y/n but I couldn't feel anything. I cried so much for her to the point that it just lost the meaning. We just decided to stay friends as we went down stairs. Everyone looked at y/n amazed because she got me out of my room and we both laughed. We cleared all the drama, made lots of tiktoks and played games. To be honest i think everyone missed her in the hype house and we didn't wanna loose her every again.

Y/N's pov

I talked to all of them about Octavia and they suggested that she could come over to meet them right away. I just laughed at them and called her. After 20 minutes she arrived and i went to greet her with a hug. After that we all just talked and i noticed Tony getting really close with Octavia. What was that? First Kio then Tony. Omg i some people are simping over my friend. Calvin then suggested we play spin the bottle. Kouver, Alex and Patrick stepped out. We all sat on a circle and it went like that. To start Patrick spinned the bottle for us to see who starts first. It landed on Dixie so she started first and it landed on Nick so they kissed and to be honest they were cute. Then Patrick spinned the bottle again to see who will go next. It landed on Tony so he spinned the bottle and it landed on ....... Octavia!! Then next one to take a turn was Ryland and the bottle landed on Addison he got over to her and kissed her and made sure i looked. Then he just smirked at me. He did not just do that!! I felt jealous but oh well then two people can play that game. Next it was my turn as the bottle landed in Chase ( pretend that chase and Charli were friends and the didn't like each other that way). I lined in to kiss him and smiled while into the kiss. Then i looked at Ryland and gave him the same smirk he gave me. After another round it was Ryland's turn again and it landed on me this time. He got up and kissed me pulling away. Oh i knew exactly what he was doing and i'm not proud of it but it kind of worked. Then my turn came again and it landed on..........Ryland, wow just great! how am i supposed to take revenge if i was going to kiss him! But then I got and idea. I had a smirk on my face as we were both leaning in i waited till he was close enough and turned my face so that he kissed my cheek. He was shocked and I had a big smirk.

After a while it was late and then we called it a night as Octavia called us on a beach party on Saturday. ( it was Thursday at the time).

I woke up and it was pitch black. I took a look at my phone and it was 3:00 am. I wanted to eat something so i went to the kitchen but before I went in i heard something from there so i grabbed a paintball gun that was laying near me and went to the kitchen. I burst in to see Ryland. I put down the paintball gun ass he laughed. "what are you doing here at this hour?"i asked "i could ask you the same", "well i asked first". " i got hungry" he said . "same and i can't sleep either" .

"want to watch a movie at the theatre room?, it has food there" Ryland offered. As we went into one of the couches we stumbled into each other and fell on the couch and Ryland fell on top of me but he put his arms to stop him from falling. We just locked eyes and i smirked. I was so tempted to kiss him and i could tell he was too but i just smirked, our faces were inches apart but i just got up leaving him there. We then decided on a movie and half way through the movie i fell asleep.