The things I do to get to you

Chapter 29

2 months later:

Rylands pov:

Mia and I broke up about a month ago because she had feelings for Thomas. I didn't mind tho, We are still friends and weirdly enough I wasn't sad about it. We even joke around it. It was morning and I woke up and went downstairs with everyone else. I sat on the counter while everyone was talking.

Nick: How are you guys?

Chase: I'm good buddy

Charli: same

Addison: Same

Me: same

Alex: same

NIck: I'm good too thaks for asking

He said irronically which made us all laugh. Y/n tho seemed off. Although all the things i've been through, I still care for her so much.

Y/n's pov:

Wow. It has been 2 months since me and Nick started dating and he has been great and all but it doesn't feel the same anymore. I still love himm and care about him but not in the same way as I did. I feel bad about it and I don't want to lead him on. Lately I keep having flashbacks from the things I saw in my 'commatose stage' as Jaden calls it. My feeling for them becoming true have became stonger but I couldn't say that to Nick. At least not while we are still together. The only person who knows is Charli and Jaden.

I was downstairs with everyone while Nick asked how everyone was. I stayed silent while everyone said they are okay. I just got up and went over to Charli.

Y/n: Can I talk to you about something Char?

Charli: Of course. Let's go to my room.

We went over to Charli's room and we sat on the table. We locked the door and went on the other corner of the room so they couldn't hear us for sure. Then I suggested we facetime Jaden too so that I can talk to both of them.

Jaden: Hey girls. What happened ?

Charli: Y/n wants to talk to us about something

Y/n : So I had another dream last night.

Charli: What was it this time?

Y/n: It was.......

*flashback*

Kouver dragged all the girls upstairs to have a movie night. We talked and talked and then again Charli asked.
" Do you still like Ryland?" as the girls stopped what they were doing to look at me.
"well I really don't know. The day I came back he told me he wanted to talk about what happened he told me to forget the things he said at the night we played truth or dare. I told him that he didn't let me finish what I wanted to say but I didn't want to talk about it at the time. And now I don't know. " I said. All the girls nodded as they understood.
The next day we were all chilling by the living room when Charli decided to break the silence.
" so we know who y/n might like" said said loud enough for everyone to look at me i just went over to Charli and told her to not say a thing. Then I heard Alex say "oh him. Damn good luck" he said and I looked at kouver.
"kouverrrr you are not supposed to say it".
"so now that Alex knows, who is it?" Tony said.
" it's ryla--" i cut Dixie off by placing my hand on her mouth. Then everyone looked at me and I turned red and quickly went to my room.

Ryland's pov

After that I heard my name and y/n quickly ran upstairs. Wait she actually liked me back and I told her to forget about what happened that night. How stupid can I be. All the eyes were one me and the only thing I could do is just ran. " I'll go after her" I said while running up the stairs. Nick was already trying to get in but when he saw me he left.
"hey y/n can i come in?" I said
"leave me the fuck alone nick" she yelled.
"well too bad I'm not nick and I'm coming in either you like it or not" I then opened the door and y/n was crying.
"hey hey hey look at me. There's no need to cry" I calmed her down and when she finally did I asked her.
"is what the girl's said true?" I said and looked at her.
She looked down and said "well it doesn't matter you told me to forget about what happened anyway" I said and layed down with her back facing me. I got up and sat on the floor in her direction so she could see me.
"I didn't want to stress you y/n. I meant the things I said there. I really like you". I said and then she looked at me.
"but idk how I feel. I like you but I really have mixed
mixed feelings that I can't explain."
A tear rolled out of her eye and I wiped it away. "it's OK take your time and I'll wait for you". Then she looked at me and smiled. We found ourselves slowly leaning in for a kiss. Before I could process it her lips were on mine and I kissed back. Then she pulled away and I got up. I said that we should get down cause everyone will be worried. Before I went out the door I heard y/n.
"hey Ryland?" then I turned around to face her.
" can everything that happened here stay here until I make up my mind?" she asked.
"of course princess" I said and we both smiled. I went down the stairs and put a serious face instead of my dump smile. I mean even my heart was smiling.

( chapter 13 btw)

*end of flashback*

I finished the flashback and there was a moment of silence until Jaden spoke .

Jaden: And how do you feel about this?

Y/n: Well there is still one thing I didn't mention.

Charli: What is it?

Y/n: I really love Nick and care about him but I just don't fell the same around him. I dont know when i'm gonna tell him but I can't lead him on either. And a part of me really wants what happened to the comma to be kind of true. But I don't want to loose Nick, he is still my bestfriend.

Jaden: So you want me to get with Bryce ? I'm bi and you know it

Jaden said that to make me laugh which really worked.

y/n: What do I do ?

Charli: What if you talk to him in the next days? Not necesarily today but at least this week.

Jaden: I agree with charli. We will be here at everytime.

Nick's pov:

I really like y/n but I'm not the guy for her. I care about her and of course I will always love her but I know that i'm not the one for her. I want her to be happy because I don't think I make her happy enough. I want someone to treat her like a queen and give her everything i the world, I don't care if it's one of my friends or someone else. As long she is happy I'm happy.