The things I do to get to you

Chapter 60

Recap:

"what's u-" I was cut off by Blake giving me a kiss. It was comforting like the one he gave me the night of the Bahamas. But that's why it concerned me because it felt like that. Blake then pulled away "look Y/n I'm sorry but I know for a fact that you and Ryland will be good for each other. You might not see it now but you have to at least solve your problems. I know he's gonna be in your life for a while and the love you guys had for each other and the things you guys did to get to each other are amazing and I can't compete to that. I still love you with all my heart and I'm going to be here for you but now you need to go after Ryland. You can just let something that powerful go like it is nothing. Go and I'll be here. " Blake smiled at me as I was sitting there speechless with a tear down my eye. I embraced Blake into the biggest hug I could give to anyone and he told me to go.

~ end of recap~

I got out the room searching for Ryland but I found Nick. " hey do you know where Ryland is?" Nick looked at me and his eyes widen. " common do you know where he is? I can't let him go". "he's at the airport. We need to go after him now!" nick said taking his keys, phone and taking my hand pulling me with him into the car. We were driving fast but we had quite a talk.

Nick: Y/n I have a question...

Y/n: Spit it

Nick: Do you love Ryland?

Y/n: *in a quiet voice* I never stopped

I said with a tear escaping my eye.

Nick: hat's good to hear because he never stopped either.

Y/n: wait how do you know?

Nick: it all started when we entered the party.

Nick's pov:

We finally arrived to the party and we were about to go in when Ryland told me he wanted to talk to me so I stayed back.

Nick: what's up?

Ryland: I have to get something off my chest and you're the only one I could trust.

Nick: What is it?

Ryland: I know I hurt Y/n and I feel really bad. The other reason that I broke up with Charly is because I really love Y/n and I wanna sing her favorite song tonight as an Apology but then...

Nick: but then why?

Ryland: I have a flight away from here. I'll go back in my hometown. I don't know when I'll come back but I can't stay here hurting both Y/n and Myself. I'm gonna miss all of you.

~ End of his pov~

I was crying but we arrived at the airport. We both parked really quick and got out of the car running inside. We were running into his direction he was waiting to board his ticket but there was the security part. "please let us go. She needs to see the love of her life before he goes away" Nick said as I felt like I was living in a movie. " fine you guys can come with me I'll drive you with my airport car" the guard said. We hoped on the car and the security started running" That's when I spotted him I jumped out of the mini car and soon after Nick did too. It was too late. He was giving his boarding ticket.

Ryland's pov:

I can't believe I was getting out of here. I think I needed it. I gave my boarding pass so they can check it and looked around me observing the things I'll miss. That's when my eyes landed on her. Y/n had tears in her eyes with Nick holding her for support. She looked beautiful. God what was I doing. They gave me back my boarding pass and I stepped aside not breaking the eye contact with Y/n. I started slowly tearing up. God I was going to miss that girl so much. They called my flight and that's when I started going to the plane.

I walked in talking a seat on the plane putting on music with the plane took off. It was for the best of us. It was gonna hurt a lot but It had to be done like that.

Y/n's pov:

I watched in tears as Ryland boarded on the plane. I didn't get to tell him that I loved him and he probably thinks that I hate him. " Y/n we have to go" Nick said not wanting to believe that Ryland left either. ".....he left" I said not moving away from where I was. "Y/n common we have to go" Nick said pulling my hand getting us out of the airport. The ride home was silent and the only thing you could hear was my sobs. It was late when we got home, we walked in and everyone was waiting for us. " What happened?" Thomas asked worried. "he left" nick said. I couldn't stand there and watch them discuss about it so I ran into Ryland's room. There was a paper on the bed with my name on it. I opened it as I read it.

" This is for Y/n only

I know it might have some mistakes but that's not the case. I wanted to say that I am sorry that I hurt you, I really am. I think it's better for us this way and I wish you the best with you and Blake. I couldn't stay here knowing I hurt us both and I don't know when I'm coming back. I still love you even if I say I didn't. I never stopped and I never will stop loving you. You will always have a special place on my heart and I'll come back for you someday.

miss you lots, Ryland."

I opened Ryland's closet to find only some sweats and a hoodie. I changed and put them on and lied on his bed. I cried myself to sleep that night.

Ryland's pov:

~After the plane ride~

I got out of the airport to see my mom waiting for me. I didn't tell her exactly the reason I left. I could tell she was happy that I was gonna stay with her tho. We took the car and went at my hometown and later on getting into the house. My friend Angel was there to greet me. i guess that would keep me busy for some time. I need to focus on myself.