The things I do to get to you

Chapter 61

1 year later:

Y/n's pov:

It's been almost a year since Ryland left and I don't know what to do with my life. I'm not that innocent girl anymore. Nick has been by my side at all times and I don't know what my relationship with Blake is....it's complicated. I haven't seen anyone else except from Blake this year and I still think about Ryland every day. I didn't have motivation to do anything for months when Ryland left that day but now I'm getting back on track. We are all still in the hype house, staying strong like a family and having fun making tik toks. Sometimes I wonder what Ryland is doing or if he thinks of me.

Ryland's pov:

This whole year I have lost myself. I don't know what happened to the Ryland that was good from the Hype house. Maybe it's because I've left. Every night I have a different girl in my bed, always getting drunk and hitting up my juul (idk how to write it). My mom isn't home because she's always on business trips and Angel keeps trying to get me to quit doing those things. Everyone is wondering why I vanished from social media but I tell my friends not to say anything about it. I am talking to Thomas daily and I always ask about Y/n and Nick. I really miss both of them. I wonder if they forgot about me.

Back to Y/n's pov:

I woke up in Ryland's room like every day. I have gotten used to it that I think it's my room. I went to my room to find Nick there like he was waiting for me or something. "Y/n you have to stop sleeping in Ryland's room. I know you miss him and I miss him too but you need to sleep on your room again." Nick said in a serious tone. I mean he was right. "you're right I'll sleep in my room. What do you want anyway?" I asked picking out clothes to wear for today. "So I wanted", "wait turn around for a second" Nick turned around so I could change and still talked "So Blake told me he wanted to talk to you about something serious in his room. And he sounded very serious so you better go there". I finished getting dressed and said I'll go. Nick and I left my room with both of us going separate ways. I went to Blake's room and knocked on the door "who is it?" he asked "it's Y/n nick said you wanted to talk about something" I said and waited as I heard footsteps coming closer and the door opening revealing a shirtless Blake smirking. "come in" he said as I walked in and flopped on the bed. Blake closed the door behind him locking it.

"So what do you want to talk about?" I said as Blake came close to me. "it wasn't serious I just wanted to see how my 'bestie' is doing." Blake said putting air quotes on the word bestie. "meh nothing much, but why did you put air quotes on the word bestie?" i asked "because" he said smirking coming on top of me. Old me would have been scared but to be honest it turned me on. "besties don't do that" he said kissing me in a passionate way. I don't know why but I kissed back slowly turning into a make out session. Blake turned us around and pulled me on top of him straddling him holding my hips while I was holding his face kissing him. I let out a small moan and came to the realization. I pulled away and breathed out getting some air. "to prove my point" Blake said. "We need to stop that" Blake said but down there it said otherwise. "mhm right" I said. "Y/n what happened to the holy child we all knew?" Blake said. "I guess I changed" I said trying to get "comfortable" in Blake's lap. "Y/n I'm really worried about you. Ever since..... Ryland left you've become a different person like you've lost yourself~" Blake said trying to cover up a moan. "well he left, didn't get to say what I felt and he didn't call he completely vanished so the only thing I can do is Change and burry my feelings" I said getting kind of frustrated. "but why did you have to change? Why do-", "can we just not talk about it now? I am...." I said cutting Blake off but not wanting to continue my sentence "you are what?" Blake said. At this point he had moved his hands from my hips to my ass squishing it slightly "I am horny" i said embarrassed.

Blake just smiled "oh baby girl how the tables turn" he said kissing me once more. I was sexualy frustrated and I wanted revenge. I started kissing down Blake's neck leaving very visible hickeys while I could hear him groan. I kissed dosn his abs feeling his was hard bit that was my que. As I was going more down I stopped "you know what you're right maybe we should stop" I said as I saw him getting frustrated. I was going to the door when I heard Blake groan "cmonnn Y/nnnn that's fucked up to just leave me like that". Blake whined I turned around going to sit down on his gaming chair. "Blake?" i said looking at him who was sat on his elbows from the position before "Yes Y/n?" he replied. "what happens if Ryland ever gets back?" I said in a sigh. "I don't know. I guess you have to try talk things out and I'll find some girl" Blake said in a wise tone. "we are still gonna be friends right? I said locking in his eyes. Blake got up and came closer to me" of course... But now Ryland is not here" Blake said smirking. "oh gosh can you take care of your boner somehow?" I asked. "you can help me" he said. "no thank you I'm still a Virgin after all" I said. Well it's time to change that".
~Time skip smut~

I put on my clothes and looked at Blake. Wow it was... Something to remember. I thought it was gonna hurt but it didn't and we were quiet. Blake put some clothes on and went on his gaming chair starting a game. I lied down on his bed and went on my phone.

(Depressed but well dressed)